Just feeling defeated 😭
I am feeling so defeated with life right now! I just don’t understand why things happen to certain people.
I am currently working 3 jobs just to manage and get by and it still not enough . I am not living outside my means because I was never brought up that way. People are just mental cases… getting assistance is slim to none. They tell you assistance is available but when you go request for it you are denied. People in your life can’t help because they also are having a hard time . I spend more time working than doing anything else. I would love to go out and enjoy myself but I can’t afford to do that and I am also tired from working and on top of that fighting depression who is at my door waiting to take over.
There are days where I feel like I am going to go crazy and spazz out. Life is getting harder and harder and harder and it not supposed to. I be so tempted to go the illegal route but I’m afraid of jail and don’t want to go there. I have a degree but not working in it because no one wants to hire me unless I have 20 yrs experience for an entry level job … really!
I don’t know I am just over it honestly . I don’t know why I am fighting so hard to get nowhere … to be stuck in the same place. I be been praying and praying and praying and still no answer. i must be praying wrong…..
Ugh! Then my health is another issue !!!! Bruh!!!!!
Anyways let me go back to work .. I just needed to vent a bit ….
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