IDK WTF IM DOING ANYMORE
Yall , 1st. (Wisconsin Born,Texas raised)
💗🫣Thank you guys so much for your kindness in this journey. I have received an overwhelming response of positivity and encouragement. I know you guys can see that my heart is in the right place,but I’m honestly running out of stamina.
Two things ✌🏾
1️⃣: I think I’ve lost the plot.
Working on a failed relationship half a decade after it’s ended?
As much therapy that I’ve gone through I can tell I’m not done healing because I’m definitely in over my head.
So much of the mental load in carrying the relationship, trying to trust God and him when I know damn well I’m teetering on the line of faith and
What feels like willful ignorance I’m teaching him how to be a father since he hasn’t been here to learn it and then having to suffer through the learning curve.
He’s done a great job of picking up as many pieces as he can with the tools he has but ,,,,,PHHHHHUCK😮💨😰‼️
He ain’t got that many tools so he ain’t picking up enough pieces⚒️
I can recognize his effort and my still being over encumbrances at the same time and it’s too much self awareness for me.
At the very least if I was delusional with low standards I could be happy 🤪.
Is Ignorance really bliss ?☁️
All this is a vague over shadow of what’s going on ,
Should I go into detail?
😵💫 Were still in couples therapy
😵💫He moved in with me and the girls
😵💫No idea where our relationship is going
😵💫Weaponized incompetence or actual incompetence ?
What does this say about me 💔?
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