Revealing a piece of this collection really had me reminiscing on all of the things I’ve overcome in the past five years. I cannot believe it’s already been five years without sweet Hadley by my side, but I know she would be extremely proud of me for finding my sparkle again. It doesn’t make these two collections any easier to reveal. There are so many little signs and reminders of Hadley‘s life and the life. I missed out on. For you Hadley just know mommy loves you so very much. There’s not a day, minute, or second that goes by that I don’t think of you and all the things we would’ve done together. ##griefjourney##DareToDreamInTheDark##BombParty##findingmysparkle##honoringhadley@@BP Official
Losing a loved one like Hadley Irene Marie Hegberg Lever is an unimaginable pain that reshapes your world. Over the past five years, I have learned that grieving is not a linear path but a deeply personal journey filled with moments of sorrow, reflection, and sometimes unexpected joy. Each small reminder of Hadley’s life—whether it’s a collection or a simple keepsake—carries immense meaning and helps keep her spirit close. Finding my sparkle again was not easy. It meant allowing myself to feel the heaviness of loss while gradually opening up to the possibilities of happiness and growth. One way I managed this was by embracing creative outlets, like sharing my story and connecting with communities that understand grief. The hashtags #griefjourney, #findingmysparkle, and #honoringhadley represent more than social tags—they signify a shared path where healing becomes possible. For anyone walking through similar pain, it’s important to remember that love endures beyond physical presence. The memories and legacy of those we have lost live on in how we choose to carry forward. Grief can teach us resilience and deepen our capacity for empathy. It also reminds us to cherish each moment and to find ways to celebrate life even in the darkest times. In my experience, honoring Hadley involves acknowledging the complexity of feelings involved—both the immense sadness for what’s lost and the gratitude for the time shared. This balance is essential for healing. It also encourages me to dream again and to dare to find light amidst the darkness, forging a path toward hope that Hadley would be proud of.
