no recoveries
POEM/SONG 49
Used to have a crush, but all my feelings crushed,
When she left me at my knees begging please,
Don’t run away from me, your loss a disease to me,
There’s no recoveries, no cure for me,
Fucked up mentally, running low, at my last tally,
No straws, I’m really about to brawl,
Fucking up a jaw, speeding through the job,
So I can be a slob at my home, on my ass, all alone,
But I choose this, I don’t care, I’ma loser,
I just lose her, I be losing, no one choosing,
Pick me, I promise I’ll give you anything you need,
Just looking for another, like no other,
I can love you so much like a mother,
Like you love your mother too, I know it’s true,
But what’s life without you? It’s nothing,
I don’t want you gone, it’s been fear for so long,
But your face just gets rid of it, sorry, what did I say?
Oh, you think it’s time? Hold on, lemme press rewind,
Not gonna happen this time, oh yeah,
Did you tell me you were mine? Obviously, never mind,
Crazy thought, I know, who wouldn’t?
Let’s go, it’s time to reload,
Hold on, getting lost in the past,
My heart too strong, still I long, for so damn long.
Heartbreak is an experience that many can relate to, often evoking deep feelings of sadness and loneliness. The pain felt when love is lost can seem insurmountable, leaving one asking questions about worth and recovery. In exploring these themes, poetry often serves as a powerful outlet for emotional expression. In today's fast-paced world, mental health awareness has become crucial. Many individuals find solace in creative practices like writing poetry, which can help articulate feelings that are otherwise hard to express. Engaging with art, whether through creating or simply appreciating it, can provide a much-needed connection to oneself and others. Taking inspiration from emotional pain can lead to the creation of relatable work, resonating with those who understand the struggle. In this way, poetry not only reflects our innermost thoughts but also builds a bridge connecting us to shared human experiences of loneliness and heartbreak. Additionally, seeking support from friends, family, or professional counselors can be essential in dealing with grief or loss. There are resources available for those struggling with similar feelings expressed in this poem, reinforcing the idea that while recovery can feel unreachable, you're not alone in your journey. Let this poem encourage dialogue about emotional struggles and the paths to healing.