Me cansé de decirte que no me dejarás
Que no te alejaras de mi lado porque valía la pena luchar por éste amor pero no me escuchaste.
Entonces apreté los puños y le dí un trago a mi orgullo.
Me quedé callada mientras se formaba un nudo en mi garganta, y derepente sin permiso empezó a escurrir una lágrima por mi mejilla.
Nunca supe si fue de sentimiento, rabia, coraje, d0lor o simplemente el amor que seguía guardando en mi corazón.
No me atreví a decir nada y el silencio hizo su trabajo
Tu tampoco dijiste nada, sólo diste la media vuelta y te marchaste con el mismo silencio que había en la habitación.
Paso a paso que dabas sentía que me ahog@ba con las palabras que no te pude decir y que me tuve que tragar causandome tanto d0lor.
Me cansé de gritarte que no te alejaras de mi lado porque valía la pena luchar por éste amor.
Pero no me escuchaste!
Ahora tú eres quien grita
Y yo soy quien se marcho.
Losing someone you care about deeply is one of the most challenging experiences in life. It's not just about separation but about the painful realization that love alone sometimes isn't enough to bridge the gaps between two people. When you fight for love that feels unreciprocated, the emotional toll can be overwhelming—filled with moments of silence, tears, and unspoken words that weigh heavily on the heart. In situations like this, pride often becomes both a shield and a barrier. You might hold on tightly, not wanting to let go, because you believe the love is worth the fight. Yet pride can also prevent you from fully expressing your feelings or admitting vulnerability, causing the growing distance between you and your partner. Many relate to the feeling of a lump in the throat, where emotions are so intense they seem almost physical. Tears may surface unexpectedly—sometimes from anger, sometimes from sorrow, and sometimes simply from the love that remains unextinguished, even when hope fades. This mixture of feelings can be confusing and isolating. Silence plays a significant role in these heartbreaking moments. It can be a refuge from confrontation but equally a space where misunderstandings grow and words remain unsaid. When two people cannot communicate openly, the silence often becomes a loud message of pain and separation. Eventually, there comes a turning point when one must decide whether to keep fighting or to let go for the sake of peace and self-healing. Walking away doesn't mean the love ever completely disappears; rather, it reflects the courage to accept reality and the desire to find happiness beyond the pain. If you find yourself in a similar situation, it’s important to remember that healing takes time. Allow yourself to feel the pain without judgment—cry if you need to, talk to friends or write down your emotions. These steps help process grief and pave the way for new growth. There is strength in loving and strength in letting go. Ultimately, love is a journey of giving and receiving. When that balance is lost, recognizing the need to move forward can be the most loving thing you do for yourself.
