Love view now

When the age of three

That's why I really understood

Love is not something to chase.

And it's not something that needs to be there to prove its own worth.

Back then, I used to think

If there was someone on the side, life would be complete.

Used to tolerate, used to tolerate

Because afraid of the word "alone"

But after going through many forms of relationships,

Found both neglected, expected, controlled.

Including losing yourself a little bit at a time.

I'm starting to understand...

Good love

Shouldn't make us tired

Shouldn't make us have to explain ourselves repeatedly.

And shouldn't make us feel smaller in our own lives.

I'm not closed-minded today.

I'm just more "chosen."

Choose peace.

Choose comfort.

Choose a life without paranoia.

Choose a relationship that doesn't require questioning one's own worth.

I still believe in love.

But it's not love at the expense of suffering.

It's not love to endure.

And it's not love that makes me forget to take care of myself.

Now I'm happy with the work.

Spend money on things, baby.

Follow artists who like to go to the concert they want to go to.

Go home and sleep comfortably.

If going to accept anyone into life

That he must be the one who made my life "better."

Not "heavier."

And if there's no one

I'm still living well in my own way.

Maybe... love at 34.

Probably not having someone.

But is to know the choice

And no longer waste yourself on unworthy relationships. 🌿

# Love view # Adult love # lemon 8 diary # Love yourself doesn't hurt one day # 2026 style