It's incredible how time can both fly and stand still when you're missing someone deeply. Two years have passed since my momma left us, and honestly, it still feels like yesterday and a lifetime all at once. That raw ache of 'Miss ya momma' is always there, but with time, it transforms into a gentle ache, a constant reminder of the incredible love we shared. I often find myself looking for ways to keep her spirit alive, to make sure her memory continues to shine brightly in my life and for those around me. Creating a tribute doesn't always have to be a grand gesture. Sometimes, it's the small, daily acts that mean the most. For me, it's about cherishing the little things: cooking her favorite recipe, listening to a song she loved, or revisiting old photo albums. Each of these moments feels like a quiet conversation with her, a way to keep her close. I've also found immense comfort in writing down memories, little stories that pop into my head – funny anecdotes, heartfelt advice, or just everyday moments. It's like building a personal archive of her beautiful life, ensuring that her laughter and wisdom are never forgotten. You could also plant a tree in their honor, or contribute to a charity that was meaningful to them. These acts, big or small, are powerful ways to honor someone special who passed away. Grief is such a personal journey, and there's no right or wrong way to navigate it. Some days are harder than others, especially on anniversaries, birthdays, or holidays. On those days, I allow myself to feel everything – the sadness, the longing, and sometimes even the frustration that she's no longer here. I've learned the importance of being kind to myself, of seeking support from friends and family, and sometimes just curling up with her favorite blanket. Talking about her, even if it brings tears, helps keep her presence alive. For me, my faith also plays a huge role; knowing that Jesus has her, and she’s truly 'flying high' in peace, brings a profound sense of comfort and hope amidst the sorrow. Learning to live with loss isn't about forgetting; it's about integrating their memory into your present and future. It's about carrying their love forward and letting it inspire you. I often ask myself, 'What would Momma want me to do?' and that thought guides me. Her love continues to be a driving force in my life, and I strive to live in a way that honors the beautiful person she was. Remembering the 'two years feels like forever' feeling, I remind myself that every day I live, I carry a piece of her with me. If you're going through a similar journey, remember you're not alone. We carry our loved ones in our hearts, always. They truly never leave us.