I miss you
Sometimes people ask me where do I get my confidence from? Where do I get my personality from? I simply tell no my mother most didn’t know, but she was funny when you got her just right. All my life this is the only mother I have ever really known. Yes I have a real mother however I was not raised by her. I was raised by this lady who’s my grandmother and in April 2023, God‘s outfit to call her home it was the worst day of my life. It felt like time has stopped, and people have moved on and yet I am stagnant. I find it hard to breathe hard to live hard to do anything at this point. This is the first time I’m really opening up about it and I’m trying to move forward, but they say it gets easier with time. I say you just start crying with time. The true first IT Girl. WHEN I TELL YOU BABY WAS ALL ABOUT FASHION SMELLING GOOD LOOKING GOOD BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY SHE WAS ABOUT GOD AND SHE WAS ABOUT FAMILY. She showered me with her knowledge and love and her greatest gift was introducing me to God. I want every last one of you to love and cherish the people God has placed in your life to lead your guide you and give you the love and affection at no cost. Take time for your busy life to enjoy the small things with your family and your friends. That others appreciate you and you appreciate other others while there’s still time because no man knows the time not an hour when God will call them home. This has been one of the hardest journey that I have had to ever endure my life. But I’m grateful. Everything I do and every step that I’m taking is to make sure I continue to make her proud. She was a true woman of God. She lived where she preached and she never made Christianity hard she never judged and she never turned nobody away. I don’t know if I’m gonna be exactly like that cause you know I feel like I’m just too fine lol. But my goal is to one day be able to see you again so I know you in heaven with Jesus looking down there telling me to keep pushing it to keep going I love you, ma from this day till the day it’s my turn to go home ❤️🩹💔🤍























































