Forever 23 March 21, 2022 🕊️🌻

First picture was taken after the day you passed. I will never forget that day. Calling and texting you all morning waiting for you to answer thinking you were just asleep. Then your mom texting me later in the day telling me that you had passed my whole world fell apart. I screamed on the top of my lungs and just cried and cried for you. It was not your time to go, it still isn’t, and I’m so angry at the world for this. Sydney was such a kind and compassionate soul, she was so welcoming to anyone that came around her and always knew how to have a good time. I remember the day we went to Oceanside to get wigs and I was insecure about wearing them out in public and you gave me the courage to do that. And to this day I always think of you everytime I put a wig on. I remember days that any one of us was having a bad day and I’d be there to pick you up and how I felt like my problems were gone the moment I saw you. The universe took the one person who I felt I had truly soul bonded with and for that I will always be angry about it. I’ve been married to my amazing husband for two years now and I talk about you all the time to him and how I know you guys would’ve gotten along together and we all would’ve had so much fun. I hope you know Sydney that I still think of you everyday. I hope an afterlife is real so I can see your beautiful face again😞 #bestfriend #grief #loss