Why I left the film industry

My journey in the film industry was a rollercoaster, full of incredible highs like meeting A-list talent and witnessing the magic of creation, but also grueling lows that ultimately led me to walk away. It’s a common story for many who dive headfirst into creative fields, whether they’ve just left art school with big dreams or are aspiring to become an actor or director. You often hear about the glamour, but what they don't tell you is the sheer cost. From my very first day, the reality of a 60-hour work week (often 12-hour days, no less!) was the average, not the exception. On my last project, I was routinely pulling 70+ hours, always on call, and constantly feeling the pressure. This isn't just about long hours; it's about a lifestyle where personal time becomes a luxury you can't afford. There's a lot of just waiting around, too, which can be mentally draining – bursts of intense activity followed by stretches of inactivity, all while you're still on the clock and away from your life. Beyond the hours, the industry itself has its unique challenges. It can be a very male-dominated industry, which shapes the culture in ways that aren't always inclusive. There's also a pervasive "culture of 'yes'" where you're expected to make anything happen, no matter the obstacle or personal cost. This environment fosters burnout at an alarming rate. I got burnt out so quickly because you’re constantly pushed to your limits, and honestly, you end up having no life outside of work. The sad truth is, while you might form strong bonds, there are only a handful of people on your team that truly care if something happens to you. And still, they'll replace you in an instant; the show, or the film, must go on. For anyone considering leaving a demanding creative field, or contemplating a shift from their initial artistic path, know that it's not a failure. It's a re-evaluation of what you value most. Despite the hardships, I met some truly amazing people that I still keep up with to this day. I'm incredibly thankful for all the opportunities given to me and for my mentors who taught me valuable skills that I carry with me everywhere. The lessons learned about resilience, problem-solving, and collaboration are universal. My decision to leave wasn't easy, but it was essential for my well-being. It taught me that it’s okay for your dreams to evolve. You can find fulfillment outside the demanding spotlight or behind-the-scenes grind. If you're questioning your path, like many who leave art school wondering what's next, or aspiring to become something specific, remember to prioritize your mental and physical health. The skills you acquire in any creative pursuit are transferable, and there’s a whole world of possibilities waiting for you to create a life that truly makes you happy.