I wanted to marry you.. <\3

Having gone through a similar experience myself, I know how incredibly difficult it can be when you wanted a future with someone who ultimately walked away, or pushed you away. The heartache resonates deeply when you catch yourself wondering if they ever think about you, like the line "Do I ever cross your mind?" captures so well. The agony of replaying memories and realizing "us" doesn't exist anymore adds to the loneliness. What I found helpful during those times was journaling my feelings and surrounding myself with supportive friends who reminded me of my worth beyond that one relationship. Sometimes we hold onto the hope of fixing what is broken, as phrases like "Let's fix this" suggest, but eventually acceptance becomes the key to healing. It’s okay to mourn the love that you wanted and envisioned, like the yearning in "I wanted to marry you," but it’s also important to recognize when to let go. Sharing quotes and thoughts about heartbreak can be therapeutic, as many people relate to those emotions and it makes you feel less isolated in your pain. Remember, love lost is deeply painful but it also teaches resilience and self-discovery. Holding onto hope for future happiness and growth helped me move forward, and hopefully, these words provide some comfort and validation to anyone going through similar feelings of loss and longing.