2024, i didn’t give you enough credit
Going through my camera roll for 2024 realized i didn’t give myself enough credit this year, I actually did quite a lot than i thought. I blinked and suddenly this year is coming to an end.
The first few months were a blur, My best friend, Digi , passed away December 19 , 2023 so it’s been exactly a year now. This was the biggest loss i’ve experienced so I grieved all year and i think it’s safe to say the first few months really felt like a haze. But with that grief came motivation - and i promised digi everything i did for now on would be in honor of them .. i really took YOLO seriously.
I moved into a new apartment - a bigger space , a more convenient area … a fresh start. i really just wanted a hard reset. I then auditioned to work at a salon (i work at a beauty supply still which is my 9-5) and then a few months later i started working at that salon! I worked and worked doing all three jobs - the hair salon, hair from home, scheduling my hair appointments around my 9-5 whether it were my off days or taking on appointments after work.
I only released one song this year , but it was a cool ass feature with a venezuelan artist Oh!Dulcerari !
I was an extra on Charli xcx’s guess video! And i even did Lil Tay’s hair plus photoshoots, and shows here and there. A lot of little side quests !
I learned how to be in a relationship with my partner, learning my boundaries , my triggers, & how i can begin to better myself. I worked so much this whole year i went through a lot of burnout so i felt like this year went to waste cause it’s all i did nonstop , So i didnt get to accomplish as much musically as i would have liked to which really was bumming me out bad a few months ago .. but i realized damn i gotta take better care of myself physically and mentally so i started taking dance classes !
i actually did so many cool things this year , i learned a lot , built a lot of character, and i got so much stronger.
i already prepping a lot for the next year and i am so excited of what’s yet to come! Los Angeles
As we approach the end of the year, many are looking to recap their journeys and set new intentions for 2024. Reflecting on the past year can provide valuable insights into personal growth and resilience. It’s not uncommon to feel that time has slipped away amidst significant life events. Like many others, I grappled with grief this year, losing my best friend and navigating through a haze of emotions. In such experiences, it's essential to find ways to honor our loved ones. Many individuals share in this struggle, finding motivation through creative outlets and support systems. Launching into new projects can often stem from treasuring memories and honoring significant connections. For instance, moving to a new apartment can signify a fresh start and a means for rejuvenation. My journey involved not only shifts in my living situation but also taking on multiple roles within the beauty industry while exploring my musical passions. Furthermore, building healthy relationships and understanding personal boundaries is crucial as we navigate through life’s trials. Mental and physical well-being play a pivotal role in our ability to thrive. Whether it's through dance classes, self-care routines, or engaging in creative collaborations, investing time in oneself is vital for growth. As we look forward to 2024, reflecting upon the insights gained this year can illuminate the path ahead, encouraging us to embrace new experiences and personal development.