Entre tus idas y venidas
Entre tus ida y venida
Estaba yo la que espera sin pregunta sin reclamo pues pensé que asà serÃa y resultarÃa más fácil
Pero no lo que calla te ahogas lo que siente te afixcia
La primera vez no es tan mal me hice creer yo misma pero la tercera me di cuenta que no estaba bien no podÃa hacerme la idea que cuando salieras otra vez regresarÃas le pedÃa a Dios que esa vez no regresaras que encontras lo que andaba buscando pues yo ya estaba recinada tú ya no eras mÃo y yo ya no era yo tú pisaba otro horizonte y yo me perdà en ellos me perdà en tus historias y en tu anécdotas que me dijiste pero le rese tanto a Dios que te sacar de mi vida asà despacio sin que me doliera ….y de repente ya no dolÃas ya no sentÃa nada …..por más que querÃa que te quedaras ya no tenia sentido el yo quedarme contigo yo ya no era tuya y tú ya no eras tú asà que me puse de rodillas y le rese a Dios y le dije ahora que no siento nada ….hablame quiero sentir a ti
Y el escucho …hora le agradezco a él
Pero mucho más a ti gracias por alejarte de mÃ
This poem poignantly captures the silent struggle and emotional turmoil experienced when someone you love drifts away and no longer belongs to you. The speaker shares a journey of waiting without complaint, hoping to make the pain easier to bear, only to find that suppressing feelings leads to suffocation and distress. The progression from denial to painful acceptance highlights the realistic stages of heartbreak. Renunciation and surrender recur as central themes, with the speaker praying for relief and for the departure of the loved one, wishing them to find what they are searching for elsewhere. This reflects a complex blend of sorrow and release—an acknowledgment that holding on is no longer possible or healthy. The imagery of being lost in another's stories and then gradually healing through faith adds layers of depth and spirituality. Expressing gratitude for the letting go, the poem resonates with a universal truth about relationships: sometimes, separation is necessary for personal growth and renewal. The act of praying to God to fill the emotional void left behind underscores the human desire for connection, understanding, and emotional awakening after loss. For readers seeking to understand or navigate the emotions tied to separation, this poem offers a relatable and hopeful message. It illustrates how emotional pain can evolve into healing through acceptance, prayer, and the eventual rediscovery of one’s own identity beyond the relationship. In the context of emotional well-being, acknowledging and expressing feelings—rather than silencing them—can be a vital step toward recovery. This poem serves as an artistic reminder that healing is a journey marked by patience, faith, and the courage to embrace change.