For Elijah, Tristen, Neya, Harper & Emerson

It's hard to put into words the ache in a mother's heart when her children are not with her. For Elijah, Tristen, Neya, Harper, and Emerson, this is my song. Every note, every word, is filled with the love I carry for you each day. When I sat down to write these lyrics, I wasn't just writing a tune; I was pouring out my soul, hoping that somehow, someway, my voice would reach you. It's a raw, honest expression of everything I feel, a conduit for all the unspoken words and missed moments. I often think about the moments we shared, the laughter, the quiet cuddles, and even the silly arguments. Those memories are treasures I hold close, replaying them in my mind, trying to keep them as vivid as possible. And now, creating this song, it feels like the only way I can truly speak to you directly, to let you know that not a single day goes by that I don't think of you, pray for you, and miss you deeply. This isn't just music; it's a message, a lifeline from my heart to yours, hoping to bridge any distance that may have grown between us. I know life can be complicated, and paths diverge, sometimes unexpectedly, but a mother's love is an unbreakable bond. My greatest wish is for you to hear this. To understand, without a shadow of a doubt, that my love for my children is eternal and unwavering. I truly hope that by sharing this, someone out there might recognize the urgency and importance of this message, and help my song find its way to you. Every share, every listen, brings me a step closer to that hope. It's been a journey of strength and perseverance, clinging to every sliver of hope. There are days when it’s incredibly difficult to stay strong, when the silence is deafening, but then I think of your unique faces, your distinct personalities, and it fuels me to keep going, to keep fighting to be heard. This is precisely why I decided to put my deepest feelings into these lyrics and craft them into this song – it’s a pure, unadulterated expression of a mother’s devotion, a testament to a love that never fades. I want you to know the stories I still tell about you, the little things I remember that make me smile, and the dreams I hold for your futures. Even from afar, my heart is always with you. And to anyone reading this, if you know my children, or if you simply understand the profound power of a mother's love and her desperate plea, please share this. Help amplify my voice. Help me bridge this emotional distance with my lyrics. My greatest dream, my most fervent prayer, is for Elijah, Tristen, Neya, Harper, and Emerson to know how much they are loved, how much they are missed, and that their mother, ChrissyChrisBean, is always, always thinking of them, holding them in her heart until we can be reunited.