Stick Season - Noah Kahan
Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can’t face
And memories are somethin’ even smoking weed does not replace
And I am terrified of weather ‘cause I see you when it rains
Doc told me to travel, but there’s Covid on the planes
And I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the sticks
Okay, so like many of you, I've had Noah Kahan's 'Stick Season' on repeat, and honestly, it just gets me. There's something so raw and relatable about those lyrics, especially when you start digging into what 'the season of the sticks' truly means. It’s not just a catchy folk tune; it's a whole mood, a whole feeling, especially if you’ve ever felt a bit lost or stuck in your own life. For me, the core of 'Stick Season' lies in its portrayal of that specific, often bleak, period in Vermont – or any New England state, really – between the vibrant fall foliage and the first heavy snows. The leaves are gone, the ground is hard, and everything looks bare, skeletal. It’s literally a 'season of sticks.' But Kahan brilliantly uses this natural cycle as a metaphor for a personal 'stick season' – a time of emotional rawness, vulnerability, and being stripped down to your core. When he sings, 'Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can’t face,' it perfectly captures that feeling of being in limbo, unable to move forward, wrestling with difficult emotions that are as exposed as the bare trees. And 'memories are somethin’ even smoking weed does not replace' speaks to the futility of trying to numb or escape unresolved pain. It's about confronting those unshakeable feelings head-on, even when it’s uncomfortable. The line, 'And I am terrified of weather ‘cause I see you when it rains,' is so poignant, isn't it? It hints at a deep personal loss or heartbreak, where even everyday occurrences trigger memories of someone important. It makes the external world feel intertwined with internal grief. Then there's the very specific, relatable frustration of 'Doc told me to travel, but there’s Covid on the planes,' which grounds the song in a very real, shared experience of feeling trapped and isolated during recent times, reinforcing the inability to escape personal or geographical confines. And finally, 'I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the sticks' sums it all up. It’s that bittersweet love for home, for a place that can be beautiful but also harsh, reflective of our own complicated feelings about where we come from or the situations we find ourselves in. It’s about accepting that even the things we love can have their difficult, unglamorous seasons. What I find so powerful is how the song, despite its melancholy, also evokes a certain cozy, reflective mood. It's like huddling by a crackling firepit at night, with string lights gently illuminating the darkness, maybe wearing a comfy hoodie – just like the image that always comes to mind when I listen to it. It’s about finding a moment of peace and introspection even when life feels bare. It’s acknowledging the hardship but also finding a way to endure it, maybe even finding beauty in the starkness, and knowing that eventually, new growth will come. This song isn't just about sadness; it's about resilience and the quiet strength found in navigating our own personal 'stick seasons'.
