Potatoes & being where I am
Well. It’s 2:15pm and I’m watching dune part 2. I’ve watched this movie ( both of them) 2 or 3 times and I don’t know what I’m doing but I do. There’s a lot going on internally and I’m letting go and just letting it happen. I just want to eat. That’s it. For some reason. Debilitation is somehow what I crave. What I put in my mouth. Want I feen for. What I desire. But (I) know what I’m doing. I know what I’m going. It’s my dad’s birthday and I don’t want to say yes to going to dinner with him bc I want to protect myself.
And I like girls. But who’s to say u know I’m figuring myself out. Learning what already is. How will I get out of my mom’s house ? How will this happen how will that happen? I…am not even looking towards those questions and I am expecting/have everything.
59.3 accounts reached on insta now. Operating on here and YouTube (did another YouTube vid yesterday) … just did it. I like talking. Posted some yt shorts, just reposts of tik toks or Instagram posts. Did a live twitch for like 1 minute this morning. It’s something. Watched rula& Arringtons twitch live yesterday was inspiring in the sense that I want a friend and I can do the twitch thing. Santea YouTube makes me think that dang I can do that. These 22yos 24yos in Bali just gone makes me know that I can do this too. Yet
I’m eating. I ate so much today . Why? Bc I just want to. Not resisting just letting it happen and not judging just going. Sometimes ig it’s just letting go? U get wim if u looked at my last posts or my YouTube vids. Tryna just be the tree that’s a tree not the hippopotamus. Let it flow out like water. Yeah
59.3k accounts reached 113 follows 213 unfollows in the last 30 days. Tik tok been keeping me at like 12-800 views. Idk
Yet I know
How?
Idk
Hero story
I know
Yet I know
Ok
Back to potatoes
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