She and I, who do you choose? EP4.
May didn't mean to bring "Non" into Ploy's life in the first place.
It arises from a very small matter.
That day, Ploy sat sighing in the noodle shop.
The sound of a spoon gently hitting the bowl.
"Sometimes it feels," Ploy said.
"Like we are factors in other people's lives."
May looked up.
Ploy smiled, but a tired smile.
"Nobody chooses us."
-
That quote.
It's buried in May's chest.
Because it's the same sentence that May used to think.
Only May never spoke out.
-
That night,
May opens the app
Switch to the account of "Non."
She looked at the blank screen.
And then type
"One of our friends is so cute."
She stopped.
Delete
And then reprint.
"He's someone who knows. He's very lucky."
May reread it.
The heart is pounding.
She didn't feel like she was lying.
She feels like she's telling the truth.
Just not as May.
-
The next day,
May spoke to Ploy.
Like it was a coincidence.
"There was a brother who wanted to know her."
Ploy laughed.
"Who would want to know us?"
"He really wants to."
May replied.
-
The first reason
Well, May wants someone
Choose gemstone
Even if that person
Will not exist.
-
But there's another reason.
That May doesn't admit to himself.
May wants the world she created
"There's a witness."
If not only May knows
He's probably just a fantasy.
But if Ploy knows
If Ploy laughs with him
If Ploy is waiting for a message from him
So...
He must exist.
Isn't it?
-
And there's another reason.
That's deeper than that.
That May never spoke out.
May wants to see
That if "the perfect man"
It exists.
Who will he choose?
Between
Gemstone
With
May
-
It's not a competition.
But it is a question
That May dare not ask in the real world.
-
Every time Ploy smiles at the screen,
May felt warm.
And hurt.
Warm
Because she makes friends happy
Hurt.
Because of that happiness.
Never belonged to May as himself.
-
May didn't bring Nont to know Ploy.
Because wanting to fool Ploy
May brought
Because
In the real world.
May can't be.
People who
Or anyone.
Will fall in love
-
But Nont
Do it.
And as long as Ploy smiles,
May can still tell himself
At least.
There's someone
That she created.
Precious enough
To make someone
Feel that.
Myself.
"Chosen."

































































































