Love you and me, who will you choose? EP10 Thoughts of Ploy

What Ploy thought... while he knew the truth, but still quiet.

Seconds to know

It's not anger first.

But it is.

"A retrospective review of everything."

Like a brain opening an old drawer one by one.

And ask yourself,

Which one is true

Which one is not true

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1. Ploy will think first, "Where did we miss?"

Not immediately blaming May.

But to blame yourself first

Do we believe anything too easily?

What signs are we ignoring?

Or really, we know deep down, but don't accept it.

It's not stupidity.

It is trust

And accepting that

That trust.

Was used in the wrong place

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2. Ploy will begin to understand the "similarities" it once felt.

Everything will stick together.

Such as

Why are words similar?

Why are similar habits

Why does the timing fit too well?

And then one idea

That both hurts and clearly

Or really, we've been talking to May all along.

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3. Ploy will not hurry to speak because he still can not choose correctly.

Not choosing whether to be angry

But choose whether to

Lose May.

Or

Trying to understand May.

Because the truth is,

The person who deceived

Is the person who's always been around.

Not a stranger.

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4. Ploy will wonder, "Which feeling is true?"

The most important question is not

"Why did May lie?"

But is

"And then those three years

Which part is really May? "

And the scary answer is,

Maybe.

Totally.

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5. Ploy may be quiet... because still love

This is the most complicated part.

People can.

Hurt.

Confused.

And still love

At the same time,

Yeah.

The silence of the gemstone.

It's not emptiness.

But it's full of

Regret.

Nostalgia

And the question

If May told me in the first place,

Will everything be different?

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6. And the last thought that gems usually have

It's not.

"May tricked us."

But is

"May doesn't believe we chose May."

It's not just about being lied to.

But it is to know that

The people we matter with the most

Never confident in yourself.

Enough to be yourself with us

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What gemstone people often express outside.

External:

Still normal

Still say good

Still the same

Internal:

Not the same again.

Not because of not loving

But because

The mental safety is broken.

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If Pop wanted to know deeper, I could explain

"What is the sign that means Ploy still wants May?"

With

"What is the sign that means Ploy is starting to walk away?"

These two things are very different, and most people can't see them.