Love you and me, who will you choose? EP13 NONT 1

If Nont is used to deceive love only

Will Ploy be angry someday?

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# # Chapter: The day Ploy wasn't immediately angry

When Ploy knew that "Nont" never existed,

First sense

Not anger.

But it is.

* * Vacancy * *

Like a person who walks suddenly and then the floor disappears.

Not immediately falling.

But floating

Don't know what to feel

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Ploy still lives the same life.

Still eating

Still sleeping

Still talking to May

But there's something in her.

That retreated.

Be quiet.

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May noticed everything.

Saw that Ploy didn't say that name again

Don't ask.

Not mentioned.

Like it never existed.

But May knows.

That doesn't mean

It doesn't matter.

It means

It's too important.

Until can't speak

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One night.

Ploy sat alone.

Open the old chat

Read the message she used to send.

"Good night."

"Have you eaten yet?"

"Miss"

Every word

There's no real destination.

Like a letter.

That reaches the air.

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Ploy didn't cry because of Nont.

Ploy cried.

Because she knows that.

* * Her love is used * *

Not to love answer

But to

Fulfill the fear of anyone else.

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But even so,

Ploy is still not angry with May.

Not yet.

Because every time you think you're angry,

There will be another feeling.

Insert in.

Is

* * Understanding * *

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Ploy knows that

May didn't build Nont.

Because I want to laugh at her

May created him.

Because May doesn't believe that.

Myself will be loved

If it's really yourself,

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But...

Understanding

Doesn't mean

Doesn't hurt.

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One day.

Months later,

Ploy saw something.

May laughed.

With someone else.

Laugh

In the same way that May used to type the word

"Nooki"

Give her

It was then.

One feeling.

That never happened before.

Gradually appear.

Not hate.

But is

* * anger * *

Slowly.

Be quiet.

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Ploy thought

* May can still laugh *

* As long as it takes us *

* Before you can trust anyone again *

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It's not anger that wants to hurt.

But it's anger.

That just admitted that

* * What happened to you is not fair * *

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That night,

Ploy didn't call May.

Not to say

Not demanding.

She's just talking to herself.

Gently.

"We should have been angry a long time ago."

In tears

Not because still love Non

But because

She just allowed herself

Angry, May.

Really.

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But even angry,

In the deepest part of the heart.

Ploy knows one truth.

She was never angry.

Because he was tricked into loving "Non."

She was angry.

Because

The one she trusts the most.

Don't believe that.

She'll love "May."

Yeah.

Without being anyone else.

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And that.

Is anger

That didn't explode.

But will stay

It's a thin trail.

In memory.

Forever.

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