an excerpt from TERMINALLY YOURS (and what inspired it) 📖
This is an excerpt from my next novel TERMINALLY YOURS (which I’m currently writing!) pls go to my page for more info & f0llow for more updates and previews!!
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TERMINALLY YOURS is told in alternating perspectives.
Abbie is dying, and she knows it. She’s sick and is just waiting on the testing to confirm what she already knows: cancer.
But her parents are the only ones who knows she’s sick. She’s terrified, but she doesn’t want to hurt her friends— so she’d rather push them away and escape into her own world of reading books and watching YouTubers, like Life_Of_Ember.
Life_Of_Ember is a girl named September Harvey, or “Ember” for short. She’s a blue-haired comet of a girl who struggles severely with Borderline Personality Disorder. She’s impulsive, moody, and CAN ’T seem to get over her ex-girlfriend…
Until she meets Abbie. The two girls meet in a chance encounter and have an instant connection.
Of course, Ember doesn’t know that Abbie already knows her, and watches her videos every night. OR that she’s in the process of dying.
And Abbie doesn’t know that Ember isn’t the person she pretends to be on camera, that she’s has a raging personality disorder, OR that she’s about to turn her life upside-down.
While she’s still alive, anyway.
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Reading about Abbie and Ember’s experiences in TERMINALLY YOURS resonated deeply with me as someone who has witnessed loved ones cope with both chronic illness and mental health struggles. The novel’s approach—alternating perspectives—gives a raw and honest look into how individuals internalize pain differently, whether it's Abbie’s quiet dread of impending mortality or Ember’s turbulent journey with Borderline Personality Disorder. One aspect that stood out is how the author incorporates real emotional nuances that people living with such difficult circumstances often face, particularly the pressure to hide suffering to avoid hurting others. I remember times when I or friends tried to mask our pain during social gatherings, afraid of being labeled burdensome or misunderstood. This duality—wanting connection yet fearing vulnerability—is something TERMINALLY YOURS captures beautifully. The book also introduces the small but powerful solace found in everyday escapes—like Abbie’s fascination with YouTubers or the comfort found in classic literature like The Great Gatsby—which reflects how many of us seek refuge in stories and shared experiences. The excerpt’s referencing of Gatsby to convey feelings of social dissonance and emotional disconnection is a clever touch that added layers to the characters’ inner worlds. Moreover, the author’s candid discussion of mental health realities, especially Borderline Personality Disorder, helped shed light on how these conditions are often misunderstood or stigmatized. Personally, seeing such stories represented with authenticity is vital for raising awareness and fostering empathy. It encourages readers who struggle silently to feel less alone and perhaps even find the courage to reach out for support. If you or someone you know is dealing with anxiety, chronic illness, or mental health challenges, books like TERMINALLY YOURS can be a comforting reminder that these experiences are valid and shared by many. The themes of honesty, connection, and acceptance woven through the story are powerful tools for healing, making this upcoming novel a much-anticipated addition to conversations around illness and mental wellness.
i was hoping this was an old post so the book would be out by now 🥲 now im anxiously awaiting this novel.