The Book That Broke Me

"Oh Autumn."

On August 8‚ Phineas Smith died.

This is the book that got me back into reading but also broke me. I read the second one and Jacks POV broke me even more. I definitely recommend it but I am warning you that it will break you.

👍Pros:

Great Book about young love

🤔Cons:

It will absolutely Shatter your heart in a million different ways

it's a slow start but it gets better I promise

#ifhehadbeenwithme #tragiclovestory #ohfinny #booktok #reading #lastread #imwarningyou #youwillcry #2books

2024/10/27 Edited to

... Read moreIf you’re curious about the deep connection between Finny (Phineas Smith) and Autumn, this story truly captures the essence of youthful love and loss in a profoundly touching way. The narrative unfolds through perspectives that bring you closer to the characters' emotions, especially in the sequel where Jack's point of view adds another layer of depth. Learning that Finny died on August 8th adds a real sense of gravity and sorrow to the story, which is beautifully reflected in the writing and the heartfelt fanart shared by the community. What really stood out to me in my reading was how the author, Laura Nowlin, portrays Autumn’s unwavering presence and Finny’s devotion—this is not just romance, but a story about enduring admiration and the impact of love on our lives. For those wondering about Finny’s death and its impact, the book doesn't shy away from showing the shattering effects of grief and loss, making it a compelling read for anyone who has experienced heartbreak. I found that although it starts slow, the emotional payoff is worth it, and it kept me hooked through every twist and turn. If you want to dive deeper, exploring fanart of Finny and Autumn reveals how much this story resonates with readers worldwide, inspiring creative tributes that further express the themes of young love and tragedy. Whether you're a fan of tragic love stories or looking to get back into reading, this book offers a powerful experience that stays with you long after the last page.

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Oh my days, this book absolutely broke me. Chapter 84 I think it was “Finny?” “Oh autumn” that broke the shit out of me. I loved this book so much, if only they could have gotten more time together. For the second book I can not read it, I tried to read it and I really want to but I can not get into it

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