this is basically one of my journal entries in video form. over the last few months I've found journaling has been such a good way to document my feelings at the time. also when it came to creating the new collection i documented a lot with videos in my camera roll that mayyyy or may not be posted one day when the time is right.
most people see the shoots and final product but the isolation and doubtful moments that lead up to a final product is really where the battle is. its really about focusing on the vision you had in the beginning. i have definitely no regrets in this journey and can't wait to continue to do this all for a long time. truly can't wait for everyone to experience my work ✨❤️
As a designer, I've found that the moments of solitude and introspection are where my true creativity flourishes. It’s not just about the final designs that people see, but the personal battles with doubt and isolation that lead to those moments of magic. Sometimes, it’s just me, a sketchbook, and the quiet hours of the night when ideas start to take form. Journaling has become an invaluable tool for me, allowing me to document my feelings and creative process. Reflecting on these entries later often reveals growth and clarity I might have missed in the moment. This practice has deepened my connection to my work and helped me stay focused on my original vision, even when challenges arise. One thing I’ve learned is that every designer’s journey has chapters filled with uncertainty, but those chapters are essential for the extraordinary ideas to emerge. Being alone with your thoughts and sketches can be daunting, but that solitude is where the best designs are born. It’s about trusting the process, embracing the doubts, and understanding that not everyone will get it immediately — and that’s okay. I’m excited to continue sharing my journey and hope that others find inspiration in the realities behind creative work, including the quiet, sometimes difficult moments. If you’re an artist or creator, remember that your next breakthrough might come from those hours when it’s just you and your vision, working tirelessly to bring something new and shining into the world.

I love the editing, what app did you use?