Finally found my wings so I can fly

It’s amazing how many of us walk around feeling like our potential is locked away, wondering if our 'wings already exist' or if we'll ever truly fly. I’ve been there – feeling grounded, questioning my worth, and holding onto versions of myself that no longer served me. But what I’ve learned on this incredible journey is that those wings are within you, waiting to be unfurled. For me, the first crucial step was acknowledging that clinging to the past was actively holding me back. It’s hard to let go of what’s familiar, even if it’s painful or limiting. Yet, as I stopped fighting to go back and instead surrendered to embracing where God was taking me, a different kind of peace began to settle in. This wasn't just a sudden 'aha!' moment; it was a gradual, sometimes challenging, process of healing and self-discovery. Each challenge became an opportunity to shed old doubts and embrace the woman I was meant to become – a journey of being stretched, refined, and ultimately restored. Finding my wings wasn't about seeking external validation or trying to fit into spaces I'd outgrown; it was an internal transformation. It meant cultivating radical self-compassion and recognizing that my light was never meant to be dimmed. This profound shift often involves leaning into faith, finding immense strength in scriptures like Isaiah 40:31, which beautifully reminds us that 'They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles.' It’s a powerful promise of spiritual renewal that fuels the practical, everyday steps of personal growth. I remember a moment of profound joy and newfound freedom that truly solidified this feeling – a celebration, perhaps even a metaphorical 'Esther's Ball' where I felt completely aligned with my true self. Standing against a vibrant banner, surrounded by the symbolic imagery of resilient women and golden designs, it felt like a collective embrace of new beginnings and an affirmation of my path. It’s in these moments, big or small, that you truly see the restoration happening and understand that your past doesn’t define your future. So, if you’re feeling stagnant and wondering how to activate your wings, start by looking inward. What old narratives are you still carrying? What expectations are weighing you down? Give yourself the grace to say 'goodbye to the old version of me' and open your heart to where you are being led. Embrace the process of becoming, knowing that every step, every moment of healing, is bringing you closer to truly understanding your purpose and experiencing the boundless joy of flying free. Your unique path to soaring begins with that first courageous step of believing your wings already exist.