what’s the hardest thing abt being the eldest ?

for a lot of us, it’s being the test guniea pig, the third parent, and/or not asking for help bc parents are occupied with the young ones.

imma be honest, being the eldest is so stressful and draining. theres sm expectations to live up to. im being told to just he a kid but then i end up doing things a grown uo should be doing, like taking care of my siblings when my parents are both at work.

i wish there was a way where what i want in my life gets heard and taken seriously.

my parents arent fond of what i wanna do in my life but they support every decision my younger siblings make.

im tired of it honestly and am on the edge if giving up ☹️

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