Disappointed Dreams
Found out that my progesterone isn't where it should be and the next step is partner testing and looking at my tubes. Long story short we truly are in infertility testing a year after a miscarriage and malpractice with a previous provider. Its alot mentally and physically. For the time being im not a mom. Im not going to be a mom.... that's hard to tell ones self when it's all you both wanted. Im done trying for now and just leaving that part of life on the shelf. not everyone is meant to be and maybe that includes me.
2025/5/4 Edited to
I’m so sorry for what you went through. I could never have kids but I’ve got plenty that call me Mom and for this I am thankful that God blessed me with them in my life. I have treated them like mine since the day I met them when they were young. Now they are all grown up with kids of their own and they still call me their Mom and I am truly blessed and grateful. You may not be able to have a kid but maybe this is God’s way of showing you that there are many kids who needs a loving Mom like yourself. May God bless you and help you get the family you want. No disrespect meant towards you if I come across that way I’m sorry.