Just GET IN MY BUSINESS 🍋 real quick 🥴

Okay so your girl is about to vent a lil piece 🤏🏿

Get some things off my chest!

LIFE HAS STILL BEEN LIFE-N! Make no mistake about that 🥴 BUT….in this #healingjourney I’m ankle anchored in, I have been doing my best to live on DND.

DO NOT DISTURB ❌❌❌

Now has it been easy?

GIRLLLL..The opposite of Heaven NO!

The more you back up and work on yourself and prioritize health and solitude it’s like putting a sign 🪧 on your forehead for Satan that reads “Ayeee my boy I plan on being who God called me to be and get everything back you stole from me”.

And y’all know His bald headed self comes running.

BUT GOD THOUGH 😭😭😭😭🦋🦋🦋!!!

The Lord really truly loves me. I’ve been having to quote scripture when I feel under attack in this healing ❤️‍🩹 DND lifestyle i’m in. And your girl really realized there was…okay 🧢…THERE IS (but In Jesus name no more) a hesitation to really dive into the word of God. But I know that’s the enemy and mainly my own flesh.

I hate letting Jesus down 😣

and I can’t stand the fact that I even think I could.

His ways seriously are not my ways and His thoughts 💭 are not my thoughts…

THATS WORTH A PRAISE BREAK RIGHT THERE!!!

Thank you Lord for not being like us …cause we be our own headache half the time.

I’m trying to see Me in the way the Lord does. I’ve been through too much to write. I’m tired of it crippling Me.

Ughhh.

Anywho.

I said all that to ultimately say this…

My 🍋 Lovies…I BEEN CRYING!!! LAUGHING …PISSED OFF…JOYFUL…WEAK .. STRONG and more emotions for sure. But i’ve noticed anything outside of peace has only been but a moment and The Lord snatches me back by my edges and gets me right together.

Ahhh..😌 back into His perfect peace 🕊️

So you know my mind has got to be staying on Him right? Right.

Between trying to learn it’s okay to do things for myself..trying to get my weight down and be healthier…pour into my marriage..make sure i’m Mom-ing right and not being overwhelmed neglecting my babies…fighting against depression/anxiety…breathing through a blindsided rise to the surface of pointless debris from my children’s birth father aka ex husb- ..LESSON..😒..

Looking to move (this economy irks my nerve)..needing a new car 🚘 currently forking all funds out to Lyft…keeping everything clean and up to par…watching tv less and making sure i get out..walk ..enjoy life..remember to read the word and talk to the Lord and pray above everything..ETC.ETC.

Whewww!

But i’m trying y’all. I’m really trying.

Hence me writing.

I really have been thinking about cutting out my other social media platforms too because I have been feeling the strong urge to just go incognito. #Lemon8 I’d definitely keep because this platform to me is like Ig, Pinterest, and Facebook for the grown folk!

I LOVE YALL FRFR!!!!

The uplifting and encouraging words..the engagement 😭🥹😍I feel understood here lol

Alright let me 🛑 cause I’ve wrote a whole biography on one post. 😂

THERAPY MOMENT OVER!

Pray for your girl yall! I’m determined to live healed!!! #emergewbr #lemondiary #healing

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