Chapter 4 Jellyfish🪼
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Chapter 4 Jellyfish 🪼
So it's a jellyfish in your life.
Why?
Because at least it would hurt less.
Because I knew it from day one.
Know what kind of relationship this will end.
But it's still a conscious choice here.
A creature floating quietly.
No voice, no demand.
Just waiting in the same glass cabinet.
No matter what day, the fire in Aquarium was shut down.
Until no one can see it's still there.
It was always slow to swim.
Maybe some kind of relationship.
It's like standing and looking at a jellyfish through a mirror.
Beautiful, quiet and a little close.
But never really touching each other.
The selection is a jellyfish.
Because at least it's close to you.
Even if it's just a creature being seen through
Or some days it might not exist in her eyes.
But it's still honest with "waiting here."
And the choice is still here.
Not just because of loving you.
But because of being around you,
It turned me into a better version of myself.
I learned to care.
Endurance
Growing up together is quiet.
Even on days when feelings aren't getting back equally.
Sometimes you may not even know it.
That your existence
How much changed something in me?
Being around her sometimes.
Like letting yourself be lightly poisoned again every day.
From plain words that she didn't think anything of.
Or from her telling everything straight.
As if the listener doesn't need to feel hurt.
Jellyfish can also feel pain.
Therefore have to learn to make yourself numb
Learn to float still.
Learn to admit that
Sometimes loving someone
Is to be in his life
Without wanting to claim anything.
And to the end.
Jellyfish will not be the creature anyone wants to hug.
But at least
It also glows quietly in its own corner.
Like some people
That choose to love
Even knew from the beginning that
Will never be loved back either
I'm still the same me, ever since the first day I met you.


















































































































