Goodbye, son.

The word that changed our lives forever when the doctor said,

"The heart child has stopped beating."

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This stomach is very difficult for us, because our first child is very easy to come to during pregnancy, and there is no problem in thinking that the second person is also easy.

But in fact, no, we've spent years trying naturally, counting egg fall days, always using egg drop aids, but not getting stuck until this time was hardly a time to hope, but you came to surprise yourself.

I'm so happy to have the opportunity to get pregnant again.

But as I said, the stomach is not easy. Since the first antenatal examination, the age of pregnancy does not coincide with the day of menstruation, the doctor said from the beginning that he did not know whether he was growing slowly or whether our egg day was slow. There was a chance to go to the doctor every time.

At the end of the seven weeks, we heard your heart for the first time, and he grew well plus our heavy morning sickness, which the doctor said was a good sign.

Until December 25, the day I thought I'd receive a gift from Santa that my uncle had arranged for NIPT blood. We were so excited because it would be the day to know your sex... but finally, this gift fell apart with our hearts.

From the beginning of the sound through the abdomen, the child cannot be seen at the age of pregnancy.

And after changing to the vaginal sound, the doctor said, "The doctor shakes, but the child doesn't struggle... see?" (The doctor shakes it. In the screen, we see our child floating around and not responding.)

At that moment we asked the doctor, what is it?

So the doctor said again, he stopped growing up, his heart stopped beating... he should have lost a week from his size to his size, not to his actual gestational age.

That second it was like the ears went out.

Look at the doctor's face, look at the screen, see the baby lying.

.... What we've always feared the most has happened. 💔