"You... don't... want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No."
💭 current thoughts:
•i’m still shocked at how much conservative religion i just glossed over when i read this in middle school??
•alice’s powers not being used until the very end of the book is SO WEIRD??? like u force bella to have a party…but u don’t clock that she’s going to slice her own finger and become the buffet?
•NOT EDWARD HYPING UP MIKE NEWTON? (ew)
•the overuse of parentheses in books is as bad as exclamation points or all caps 🙃
... Read moreSo, my critical reread of New Moon by Stephenie Meyer has been quite the journey, and it's making me see so much I missed! Beyond just chapter 3, let's talk about the book as a whole, starting with that iconic cover. The wilting tulip on the New Moon cover perfectly sets the stage for Bella's emotional state, doesn't it? It’s all about loss and decline, mirroring her world falling apart after Edward leaves. Such a simple yet powerful image hinting at the darkness and despair to come, a visual metaphor for Bella’s own wilting spirit. It really makes you pause and consider the visual storytelling even before you dive into Stephenie Meyer’s prose.
When you're rereading *New Moon*, you realize just how much of Bella's journey is about finding her own strength after being completely shattered. The initial shock of Edward's departure, especially after her 18th birthday party where the infamous paper cut incident with Jasper ignited his decision, plunges her into what feels like a literal nightmare. Waking up to that dull gray light after dreaming of being ancient and withered, while Edward remains forever seventeen… that scene just hits differently now. It’s not just a dream; it’s a premonition of her fear of aging and being left behind, a stark contrast to Edward's immortality. This period of intense despair and withdrawal is so vividly painted, I almost feel it myself while reading.
Stephenie Meyer really explores the theme of absence in this book. Edward's ghosting wasn't just a plot device; it was a deep dive into Bella's grief and how she copes with feeling utterly abandoned. And let's not forget the subtle conservative undertones the original poster mentioned – it's fascinating to re-examine those elements with a more mature perspective, especially how they're woven into the narrative of choice and consequence.
This reread also made me appreciate the introduction of characters like Sam Uley and the deepening of connections with others like Charlie and even Mike Newton, who Edward was so weirdly fixated on. These characters step into the void Edward leaves, pulling Bella back into some semblance of normal life, even if Jacob ultimately provides the most significant, albeit complicated, distraction. Alice's role, too, becomes more poignant towards the end, despite her powers not always being conveniently used earlier on, as the original post remarked.
What I find most compelling about New Moon is how it pushes Bella to confront herself without Edward. The title itself, 'New Moon,' symbolizes this period of darkness, a time of introspection and new beginnings, even if she can't see the light yet. It’s a powerful narrative about how we pick ourselves up after heartbreak, even when it feels like the world has ended. It truly solidifies its place as a pivotal book in the Twilight Saga, showcasing growth and resilience. Have you reread it recently? What parts stood out to you differently this time, especially regarding themes of loss and self-discovery?
Well Alice could not see that future because their was no confirmation that the paper cut would happen