And I say I’ll quit every year

Every year, the thought of quitting creeps in, especially when faced with countless auditions and the sting of low scores. I’ve spent many days sitting in the last chair during competitions, feeling overlooked and doubting my own abilities. But looking back, those moments were not signs to give up—they were lessons in resilience. One thing I’ve learned is how common it is to feel discouraged when progress seems slow or unseen. Competitions and auditions can be brutal, often leaving you questioning your talent. Yet, the persistence to keep showing up, even when the odds feel stacked, is what shapes growth and skill. Being in the last chair or receiving low scores does not define my worth or potential. Instead, it’s the willingness to return, to keep practicing, and to endure the setbacks that truly matter. The phrase "You're just lucky" often heard from others might sting, but understanding the hard work behind the scenes reveals the truth. Embracing this mindset transformed my journey with music and performance. Instead of quitting, I use these experiences as fuel to improve and enjoy every small step of progress. Persistence is a personal choice, and sharing this journey shows that setbacks are an integral part of the path to achievement. If you’re struggling with similar feelings, remember that quitting is natural, but not always necessary. Reflect on why you started and allow the challenges to refine your passion rather than extinguish it.