That hurt, Reality check regarding my blindness an
That hurt, Reality check regarding my blindness and the farm work #choroideremia #legallyblind #blind #farm #turkey
Living with choroideremia and being legally blind presents unique daily challenges, especially when working outdoors on a farm. From my experience, not all blind persons experience vision loss the same way—I see blurry shapes and colors rather than complete darkness. That means recognizing animals like the rooster or a lavender hen isn’t always straightforward from a distance, and flat surfaces like stairs or ground often appear confusingly uniform to me. Working on farm tasks such as setting concrete poles can be risky without clear depth perception. I’ve learned the hard way—rolling my ankle stepping into small holes I hadn’t memorized yet. Despite these injuries, I don’t let them stop me from doing what brings me peace and keeps my migraines at bay. It’s a trade-off: minor hurts versus the immense satisfaction of being active on the farm. Safety adaptations and a deep memorization of my surroundings have been key to navigating the farm. I always take my time and remain cautious, but injuries still happen. I am often covered in cuts and bruises, a testament to the perseverance needed when working with limited vision. Yet, these bumps and scrapes don’t define the experience—what matters most is the independence and joy farming brings. For others facing similar blindness challenges, I encourage embracing what you can do and preparing your environment as much as possible. Using assistive tools, organizing familiar routes, and asking for occasional help makes the journey safer and more manageable. The farm remains my sanctuary despite the difficulties, proving that disabilities don't have to prevent us from pursuing fulfilling passions.