Everyone has ever been an NGO 🤭 | Fahproud's diary Ep.1

Have you ever felt "stupid"? I believe everyone feels that way. We often feel that it is not good enough, not good enough, not as special as everyone else until you reach work, become a novice adult.

Last year, we just graduated and found a job. It was hard enough to pass because we struggled with tired noises in our heads and hearts. We cried a lot because we felt stupid. It wasn't an emotional fool who wasn't good at school, but a fool who wasn't accepted more. It wasn't an outstanding employee, not a top student, not a loud infloo. It made us question how much it was good enough.

I have to prove myself all the time because I want to love a lot. I want to be that beautiful and good person. But in truth, it's not. Parallel to a perfect girl like Elle Woods, I used to feel so stupid that I have to prove myself by taking the exam as a law student. But in the end, I know the truth about how much I try to prove myself to someone, I will never be good enough for him. And some people don't deserve this value from us. This life is just that we can't be with him. There are people who don't like us. That's what makes us awake. Accept ourselves. Embrace the side that I don't like and Fix it for ourselves, don't take anyone home. Our lives are so happy.

We cried. My girlfriend asked what it was. We said, "It feels stupid." My girlfriend replied, "Why are you smart?"

As a child, work that wants to make a lot of money proves in front of others how beautiful and good she is, how successful she is, how enviable is a dream, but now work is a part of life, not a dream, not all of the above. Work is just a little puzzle that gives us stories of good and bad, money that allows us to live a happy life, a life that is still resting, a better life (and improve ourselves because we want to improve ourselves, not live up to other people's expectations).

Our lives must be customized. We are always worthy even if others point out to us that we are ordinary pebbles. We are as valuable as a gem that cannot replace us. Stand up to yourself, laugh like yourself, think like yourself, not even listen to others, but listen to your ears. What a good life is. How good? No one can repay anyone.

It's over with the diary of a dazzling sky. Who wants to hear the spoken version on YouTube: iam _ fahproud?

From now on, will focus on writing a diary for everyone to read this channel that may not come to make a clip. Special because we personally want to keep reading by ourselves over time + tell and talk to everyone.

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