“THE GOOD GUY”

why does he want me to die

or just to go runaway and hide

he knows i’ll always fight

he met me

always in a fright

for my next fight

so why does he want me to die

so he can take them away and disguise

as the good guy?

his disguise

he wears it well

for all who look to see

whatever pose he’ll prop for you to see

he knows he’ll always be down on one knee

i’m sorry to see

it’s not easy to be

the man of disguise

who only wants me to be

the woman he’ll never see

in the end it was never me

only revenge you ever seeked

tell them goodbye

and the reason why

one day they will see right through

your disguise at being the good guy.

their mommy i’ll always be -

the villain youll always try and seek.

why do you want me to die?

why can’t i be the good guy?

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2025/10/26 Edited to

... Read moreThe poem captures a raw and emotional perspective on the facade that some people maintain, often referred to as the "good guy" mask. It reflects the struggle of living with hidden intentions and the tension between outward appearances and internal battles. In real life, individuals who are seen as the 'good guy' can sometimes hide deeper motivations or unresolved conflicts, which can affect their relationships profoundly. This poem also touches on the theme of fighting against adversity despite the challenges faced. The narrator shows resilience in fighting what seems like an ongoing battle, highlighting the strength required to continually stand up against hardship. The feeling of being misunderstood or mislabeled, as reflected in the lines questioning why they can’t be seen as the 'good guy,' is a common human experience. Moreover, the poem explores the idea of disguise and deception, suggesting that outward appearances can be misleading. This serves as a reminder to look beyond the surface and understand the complexities behind people’s behavior. Such reflections can resonate with many who have experienced betrayal, manipulation, or emotional conflicts in close relationships. For those navigating similar feelings, it is important to recognize that healing often starts with acknowledging these internal struggles and seeking support. Writing, such as poetry and journaling, can be a powerful outlet for expressing pain and reclaiming one’s story. Connecting with communities that support mental health and emotional wellbeing can provide comfort and help break the cycle of silence and disguise. Ultimately, this poem is more than just a narrative of conflict; it is a call to see beyond the masks people wear and to seek understanding and compassion for the struggles that lie beneath. It encourages readers to reflect on how labels like “good” or “villain” often oversimplify complex human emotions and experiences.