I’ve been trying to maintain a sense of normalcy day to day, but it’s getting increasingly difficult when I consider the ideals I was raised with, especially the belief in America as a compassionate and inclusive melting pot. Growing up, my foundation was shaped by a parent who was both a hippie and a veteran, instilling values of kindness and empathy. Watching the current state of affairs in this country feels like a deep wound to those ideals. The discord and division challenge my understanding of what identity means here—whether it’s a shared sense of belonging or a fractured reality. I find myself wrestling with these feelings daily, trying to act 'normal' but feeling the weight of disappointment and confusion. It’s heartbreaking to witness how the promise of inclusion and unity can sometimes unravel into sentiments of alienation and disenchantment. The hashtags like #ice, #depressed, #pretend, #america, and #disgraceful capture snapshots of the emotional landscape that many, myself included, are navigating. These emotions aren’t just personal; they’re a reflection of a broader struggle in our society as many question who 'we' really are. In these moments, I remind myself that vulnerability and questioning are part of working through pain and change. Staying compassionate, as hard as it might be, feels essential. Sharing thoughts openly is one way to keep the conversation alive and remind ourselves that we’re not alone in this complex journey towards understanding and healing.