My testimony…
BEFORE CHRIST |
I never truly believed in God. I was severely addicted to video games and had big problems with lust & sloth. I had over 4,000 hours on my favorite video game. I had no emotions, I never dreamed anything when I slept, I felt like a zombie. I was stuck in a constant loop. Then one night Jesus Christ saved me.
THE ENCOUNTER |
I began to get so depressed and unmotivated that I didn’t even play my favorite video game no more. I didn’t even realize how bad It was because I felt numb inside. I would just bed rot in my room all day long. But then I started getting videos about Christ on my TikTok feed and I opened my heart up to it a little. Then one day I ate a mc griddle from mc Donald’s. It ended up giving me food poisoning and throwing everything up that was in my stomach. Due to the food poisoning I couldn’t eat for 3 days straight. Then one night I was strangely woken up in the middle of the night and I began to feel the undeniable presence of God. Gods holy spirit filled my room and it gave me chills. I asked “God is this you?” And the feeling became stronger! It literally felt like my soul was rising it was such incredible and indescribable experience. And now I can hear his voice. Later I learned that it was because I technically fasted. Fasting & prayer can bring u closer to God.
AFTER CHRIST |
Now that I am filled with the Holy Spirit, God has opened up my eyes to how spiritual life really is. I am happier than ever. I feel his peace the more I get to know him. And now my dreams are more vivid than ever. I even got to hug Jesus in one of my dreams. I go to the gym almost everyday now and Im not stuck in my cycle of sin anymore.
DEMONS ARE REAL |
After I gave my life to Christ the spiritual warfare was insane. No one is going to tell me demons aren’t real because I have seen one while awake! Nightmares are a demonic attack from the enemy and the only thing that saves me is rebuking them in the name of Jesus & the word of God. Demons will possess/oppress/obsess anyone to keep them away from the truth of the gospel.
If you read to the end just know I love you and so does Jesus. If you don’t believe pls pray and ask for signs & guidance to the TRUTH. Thank u for reading have a blessed day🥹🙏✝️
Many who deal with addiction, especially to video games, often feel trapped in cycles of depression and numbness, just like I did. I had clocked over 4,000 hours on a single game and felt like I was living in a void — no dreams, no emotions, just a zombie-like existence. It wasn’t until I began feeling drawn to spiritual messages online that I started to open my heart a little. What truly changed everything was an unexpected experience during a bout of food poisoning, when I fasted unintentionally for several days. That fasting time made me more sensitive to God’s presence, something I hadn’t experienced before. It was like my soul was lifted, and I could sense something powerful and loving surrounding me. This experience helped me break free from my previous lifestyle dominated by lust and sloth. After this spiritual awakening, my life transformed. I returned to healthier habits, like going to the gym regularly and developing vivid, meaningful dreams. I even experienced comforting visions of Jesus. However, this journey isn’t without challenges. I encountered intense spiritual warfare, including what I now understand to be demonic attacks, which I combat through prayer and rebuking in Jesus’ name. For anyone feeling lost or stuck in addiction or despair, I encourage trying fasting and prayer as tools to connect with God and seek guidance. Spiritual life is very real and healing it brings is profound. Remember, you’re not alone, and there’s love and peace waiting for you. Keep an open heart — miracles can happen when least expected.
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