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My Current Read
📖 Name of the Book: principles of biochemical toxicology, Beyond Good and Evil Frederic Nietzsche, The Odyssey, the vampire Lestat, Lord of illusions, The Catcher in the Rye, oh another good Anne Rice one: Memnoch the devil, the Yests reader; it contains tons of his badass poetry and drama on before you ask out loud yes I generally read about 43 to upwards 210 bucks a day I can actually do multiple things at the same time if I'm praying even though Neuroscience hasn't caught up and realized that some people can't do this for instance of the way my brain works I think in geometric shapes and colors that represent information ideas and emotion it takes a lot of energy for me to translate that into a linear spoken English language so sometimes it might take me to 3 seconds to respond if I'm really going to give you an honest what I thought I'd answer I have to take a pure form of thinking and then break it down into a bastardized language which makes no sense in an infinite existence
📄 Plot: many sad tragic vampires poetry Pros by one of the classics awesome of Missy's work which is spot on 100% completely true but in a way that I don't like and don't agree with his interpretation of that truth but it is the truth that it's the way that his brain has accepted it in a existential death sort of situation for instance he's right but you finish a hell you didn't have to finish it he finished one or two books by fried ignition you are fucking angry pissed off and ready to fuck somebody up no wonder he went completely mad and died mad I would have too if I was the person whose reaction to the decline of civilization as the Industrial Revolution happened and the old money institutions families made sure to see the power while they could so the masses would always be in servitude I mean homeboy did say I care not who sits on the throne and see who controls the banking and produces the money who has all the power yeah I just fuck that quote up I guess since he was single that shit real time to realize what was happening and would it implications were that's why I took in such a dark way I'm really I don't think he was a man of any true faith if you ever had faith it was probably force fed to him you don't do that you don't ever indoctrinate children with anything that is evil wrong and you're going to fuck the kid up for life but yeah if you have religion show down your throat what the hell you're going to actually rebel against it well it was out of belief in something greater than humans and something wonderful and infinite and without the knowledge of the unraveling of the claims of ancient Mystics through the interpretations of more advanced Research into quantum mechanics and special relativity inhale before World War II fucking he had a pissed off Einstein trying to cope with the idea that time wasn't real there's no linear time everything only exists in one point now it may be an infinite probabilities but they're all in the same place myself dying is right here right now just on a different frequency but no time for a lecture
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📄 My Favorite Quotes: I have come here to chew bubble gum kick ass and I'm out of bubble gum
💭 My Thoughts: well there's about 17 running on going for the past 2 hours but they're really in consequential they're just stories that are automatic or on autopilot but I've been working on my real thought I wrote it down but some glitch and had me lose it and I better not get emotional again but I just wanted to point out something you know hug your boyfriends smile at men give them compliments trust me men are really fucked over does that we were created vulnerable emotional beings and somehow people have been told that's not true you know I have not had a genuine hug in 18 years almost 18 years to the day I probably collapse weeping in tears if someone gave me a genuine hug I think the last two complement I got was on my eyes being dark and piercing and that was roughly 2 years ago and I choked up I said Thank you and got embarrassed and walked off you know weeping a bit and then feel weird and even more ashamed because I've been embarrassed that I showed emotion you see what you see what these motherfuckers have done to us it's intentional so give a guy a compliment hug your dad hug your brother hug your boyfriend now this is different than romantic sexual compliments and affection this is a more important affection from the heart for just a reason of being affectionate out of kindness and love because it's a human being with a heart that feels for such an armored person who survived so many things you would never guess I'm the most vulnerable person in existence I can't let people emotionally in fucking cuz it's usually a fucking trick it's an attempt to bypass my defenses and take some control if they can or take what they want it's a very primitive people we become and besides it with men and the way things work well one maybe two betrayals but we learn rather quickly and we throw up high walls and ramparts impressive defensive fortifications so it will never happen again and our heart will not be damaged anymore well you asked me what I was thinking
⭐ Star Rating: start writing which star I'm I'm par👍Pros tial to our tourist approxima A&B they're kind of neat good old soul our yellow sun that guy's just chilling binary and trinary systems especially of neutron stars or the ones that are collapsing neutron stars and bursting with intense magnetic fields honey come on dude star rating man I'll be at this through every possible Incarnation that's going on and still not be done Pastor Harry probability realized you're going to have more or less stars in that in that version
Reading a variety of impactful books—from biochemical toxicology to classic literature like Nietzsche's Beyond Good and Evil, and gripping tales of vampires—can deeply influence how we perceive the world and our own emotional landscapes. Such diverse genres offer unique perspectives on existence, morality, and human suffering, much like the poignant poetry seen in the OCR text that speaks of brokenness, survival, and love's transformative power. This poem reveals a tender story of vulnerability and redemption, echoing the author's thoughts about the difficulties men face in being emotionally open. It reminds us how deeply vulnerable individuals can be, despite the emotional armor developed through life's harsh experiences. Genuine human connection—in the form of simple acts like hugs, smiles, and compliments—is crucial for healing and growth. The author highlights a significant societal issue: men being conditioned to suppress emotions, often leading to isolation. This suppression contrasts sharply with the expressed need for warmth and kindness, as genuine affection can rebuild trust and break down emotional barriers. Giving heartfelt compliments or a simple hug isn't just about romance but about affirming the humanity in others. On a broader scale, these reflections connect to scientific and philosophical themes. The mention of quantum mechanics and relativity hints that our understanding of time, existence, and consciousness is evolving, challenging traditional linear thought. This aligns with the author's unique cognitive style of thinking in geometric shapes and colors—symbolizing complex, multifaceted perceptions rather than straightforward linear narratives. Ultimately, this discussion prompts us to consider how literature, science, and emotional expression intertwine, nurturing a more profound appreciation of our shared human experience. Encouraging emotional openness, especially among men, remains a vital step toward societal well-being—reminding us that kindness and connection are among the most fundamental basics we truly need.
which thought I could think multiple thoughts at once