✨ Reading the pain away 📚 ✨
Everything feels too raw today. Too scary. Too wrong. I'm caught between wanting to be a warrior and wanting peace at the expense of everything else.
I'm not doing nothing. I'm not giving up. I'm not going away. I'm just taking the last hour of my night to turn it all off and read. And I feel guilty for even doing that. But I'm not going to stop trying to give myself a moment of peace in my day. In times like these we need books and stories even more, and I don't want people to stop enjoying what they enjoy because their hearts are full of fear and rage and defiance. There is time for that. But giving yourself peace is also an act of defiance. Enjoy your fantasy books and giggle over sexy banter and expand your world into unknown universes. it's okay.
⭐️Overall rating: 7/10: It's not a perfect plan but it's something we can all do
You know those days, right? The ones where everything just feels *too much*, and you find yourself picking up a book, almost instinctively, hoping it can carry some of the weight. I’ve been there, many times. And lately, those moments often come with a side of unexpected tears. The idea of 'tears on book' might sound a bit dramatic, but for me, and I bet for many of you, it's a very real and incredibly potent experience. It’s not just about a sad plotline. Sometimes, it’s the sheer relief of finding a character who understands exactly what you’re feeling, or a world so immersive it allows you to truly escape the raw edges of your own reality for a while. I remember one evening, after a particularly draining day, I settled down with my current read, 'Onyx Storm' by Rebecca Yarros. The world-building, the emotional depth, the sheer audacity of the story – it just hit different. And as I turned the pages, a quiet tear slipped down, landing right on the page. It wasn’t a cry of despair, but a release. A recognition that it's okay to feel deeply, and that a story can be a powerful vessel for those emotions. Why do books have this power over us? I think it’s because they offer a safe space. When life outside feels chaotic and scary, the pages of a book provide a structured narrative, a beginning and an end, even if the middle is full of turmoil. We can process complex emotions through the lens of fictional characters, allowing us to feel without being consumed. It's a form of emotional catharsis, like a gentle storm that washes over you, leaving you clearer. For me, creating that little bubble of peace is essential. There’s something so comforting about curling up with a textured blanket, perhaps with a soft glow from a lamp or even a TV displaying a cozy fantasy scene in the background, as the OCR on one of my photos picked up. It’s a deliberate act of self-care. It’s saying, 'It's time to Read,' as the overlay on my picture proclaims, and allowing myself that moment, even if it feels indulgent. It’s not giving up; it’s recharging so you can keep going. And it’s not just about sad stories. Sometimes, the tears come from joy, from awe, from a profound sense of connection to a character's triumph or vulnerability. Whether it's the epic scale of a fantasy novel often praised by authors like Christopher Paolini for its imaginative scope, or the deeply personal journey within a contemporary fiction piece, stories have a way of tapping into our deepest selves. So, if you find yourself with 'tears on book,' don't feel guilty. Embrace it. It means you're feeling, you're connecting, and you're allowing yourself a much-needed emotional release. These moments are vital for our well-being. They remind us of our humanity and the incredible power of storytelling to heal, to comfort, and to defy the darkness. So, go ahead, pick up that book, and let your emotions flow. It's more than just reading; it’s an act of self-preservation, a quiet rebellion against the overwhelming noise of the world. What book has made you shed a tear lately?

You can’t show up for others without taking care of yourself first ❤️ proud of you!!