Let’s catch up on life lately ♥️
It’ve been feeling weird lately. November burnt me out, there was a person who drained my energy, projects that were too lofty and really couldn’t be completed in the time I wanted, too much pulling attention into many directions, the holidays then a massive photoshoot I was co-producing. I felt very unmotivated and depressed which usually happens during the winter months but this year hit harder. January felt like an entire year and I felt sad I didn’t finish half the projects I wanted. I felt behind compared to others and I hated the way TikTok was sold. I’d love if you guys could come follow me over on ig and YouTube, I’m HOPING to have my patreon all set up better for the new year with new projects and teaching moments. I’m feeling more motivated now that spring is almost here and less depressed but it’s still cold outside so I’m more inclined to stay inside curled up on the sofa where it’s cozy. I’ve learnt not to put too much pressure on myself when I feel this way because the seasons will change and when it’s the winter season it is okay to hibernate like the rest of the earths crestures. Anyways I’m excited for what’s to come and thanks for catching up with me! If you’re feeling low this season, it’s okay, we can feel low together and when the sun comes out we can go outside to play. Right now let’s watch a nice movie and read a good book instead (speaking of who’s got a book recommendation!? I just finished the Hanging Tree by Irina Shapiro and it was excellent & now onto Quicksilver!!!) #lifelately #lifelatelydump
During times of burnout and feeling unmotivated, especially in the winter months, I’ve found it incredibly helpful to lean into the natural rhythm of the seasons rather than fight against them. When energy feels low and projects pile up unfinished, it’s easy to fall into self-criticism. But accepting that winter is a time for introspection and rest can ease this pressure. Hibernating mentally, just like many creatures do physically, allows space to recharge and regain creativity. In my own experience, winter brought on more than just a chill—it amplified feelings of sadness and the frustration of not meeting my creative goals. I realized that trying to tackle too many lofty projects all at once only drained me further. Instead, focusing on small, manageable tasks or creative hobbies, like working on embroidery or wild cosplay plans, helped me reconnect with joy without overwhelm. Social connections also play a vital role. Missing friends, especially from creative circles like film crews, highlighted how important community is for motivation and emotional support. Reaching out online, joining forums or groups with similar interests, and sharing struggles can create a comforting sense of togetherness during isolated times. Another surprising coping strategy was allowing myself to enjoy cozy indoor activities without guilt—watching movies, reading highly recommended books such as "The Hanging Tree" and "Quicksilver," and simply curling up comfortably. These small pleasures are not distractions, but essential for nurturing mental health. Lastly, acknowledging that feelings of being "behind" others are common and that everyone has their unique timeline can remove a lot of self-imposed pressure. Setting up new goals gradually, like preparing a Patreon with fresh projects and teaching moments, gives a hopeful outlook for spring and beyond. If you are experiencing similar lows this season, know you are not alone. It’s okay to feel low and rest. And when the season shifts and the sun returns, we can embrace the outdoors and creativity with renewed energy.