The haircut is bad I KNOW
I KNOW THE HAIRCUT IS BAD DONT @ ME IT WAS THE 90’s HAHAHA - But - On the left you see 5 year old Jess, wearing my tap costume from “it’s in the money” and I distinctly remember this performances recital. I STILL remember some of the dance moves as the poses I did for my professional photos. On the right you see a woman who feels more awkward in front of the camera lense than behind it, but is finally tapping into a space she shut off for a very long time in order to pursue other things. I made the costume on the right and my feet HURT in the shoes you cannot see haha and my mom made the costume I’m wearing on the left and I HATE the sequin arm poofs I had to wear with it because the sequins cut my arms up 😂 I wanted to share and I challenge YOU to share, show me a pic that embodies you in a moment that meant something, that binds your past and present, I wanna hear it all, the whole story about who you are! When I look back on this, I could not tell you the life that I would lead. I wouldn’t even be able to imagine it, but when I look back on it, it all makes sense! #costumedesign #costumedesigner #mystory #funfactsaboutme #fantasydesigner
Looking back at my early years in tap dancing really reminds me how much our past shapes who we become, even if it seems awkward or unpolished at the moment. The 90s fashion and costumes might appear funny or uncomfortable—like those sequin arm poofs that caused scratches—but they hold powerful memories and emotions that connect us deeply to our younger selves. As a costume designer today, I often draw inspiration from those formative experiences. Making costumes now feels like reclaiming a part of my childhood, transforming it with the skills and creativity I have cultivated over the years. While performing on stage as a shy little girl, I never imagined how much these moments would influence my future path. I’ve learned that embracing the imperfections and discomfort of the past is essential to personal growth. It’s through those small, sometimes painful details—like aching feet from dance shoes—that stories become richer and more authentic. Sharing these stories fosters connection and understanding, encouraging others to reflect on their own defining moments. For anyone looking to explore their creativity or revisit a past passion, I challenge you to find a picture or memory that symbolizes your personal journey. Whether it’s a childhood hobby, a pivotal event, or a moment of self-discovery, telling your story reminds you how far you’ve come and illuminates the path ahead. The intertwining of past and present self is what makes these stories truly special and worth celebrating.