Healing Journey 🫂🤍

Transparency Post: Dealing with past trauma, postpartum and grief has taken a toll on me and I have not been myself. I’m learning to show myself grace even in the not so great moments because nobody feels what I feel or has tried and I have to be ok with not being understood. Past trauma can keep you bound in a place that God does not want you to be because It’s not for you to stay there in it and continue to grieve what once was. Postpartum is tough because there are days I don’t want to do anything but just be alone with my thoughts but your mind is the devil play ground if you allow him. Lastly grief … losing my oldest brother had broken me in ways that I never thought or imagine was possible. I feel like part of me is gone and it’s like a break up only difference is he is gone forever he isn’t walking around on earth anymore. I wish I could express this but it’s hard for me to so I wrote it here instead. I don’t want to be handled with kid gloves I just need to let some of this off because it’s feels like I’m suffocating and drowning by holding everything in. I’m not able to express myself without it coming out wrong. Right now I need love more than ever and prayer 🙏🏾 anywho I love you guys 😘🤍 #healing #HealingJourney #grief #griefjourney #juniebjonesssss