Farewell to my sister.
12 / 25 It was a sudden call.
I received a call from my sister in the early morning that her condition had suddenly changed due to leukemia.
I just got a call from the hospital and I'm heading to my sister's place.
Anyway, I'll go.
Maybe she was waiting for her sister. After that, she quietly passed away.
My sister who called me almost every day. I'm really sorry that sometimes I can't talk for a long time because I'm busy.
I changed the type of anticancer drug and just started treatment for the third time 😢
In recent years, I have heard that leukemia is a healing disease, so I never doubted 100%. When I was discharged from the hospital, I would come to Chiba to play, and I was always thinking about an outing plan. No way I would leave so suddenly.
I went to my parents' house without feeling caught up.
However, a large-scale multiple accident occurred on the Joshinetsu Expressway. It took about 8 hours to reach it on the outside.
My younger sister had a face as if she was taking a nap, and her hair was soft and fluffy, which could not be removed even after severe anticancer drug treatment. She has been sickly since she was young and has overcome many serious illnesses, and when I heard of leukemia at the very end, did my younger sister do something wrong?! I still remember being so sad that I wanted to ask the sky. I climbed up to the sky as my cute little sister. Despite my acquired intellectual disability, she took care of animals and took care of my mother at home, fought against illness alone, and was the hardest worker.
I told him that there was nothing painful, painful, or anxious anymore. Please spend your time with peace of mind.
It's sad to think that my sister won't call me anymore. It was phone time at 8 o'clock at night.
But someday I'll go there too, so wait for me 🥹✨
Please be born with a healthy body next time. I hope to see you again ✨
I will never forget the sky of this day.
私も家族を病気で失った経験があるので、筆者の気持ちに深く共感しました。 白血病の治療は想像以上に辛く、抗がん剤による副作用や精神的な葛藤があります。近年では治療法も進歩し、完治の可能性も高まっていますが、それでも個人差や病状の急変は避けられません。妹さんの場合も、3度目の治療を始めたばかりだったとのことで、ご本人もご家族も希望を持っていたことでしょう。 姉妹が毎晩電話で話していたというくだりからは、普段の何気ない日常の大切さを感じます。付き合いが忙しく長話できない日もあったことを気にする筆者の心遣いは、多くの家族が経験する後悔に通じます。病気と闘う家族を支える側の心情は複雑で、後から「もっとこうしてあげれば良かった」と悔やむことも少なくありません。 また、妹さんが後天性の知的障害を抱えながらも家族のために動物のお世話や母親の介護をしていたという話は、彼女の強さと優しさが伝わってきて胸が熱くなります。家族の中でそれぞれが支え合いながら生きていく姿は、病気による困難を乗り越える力になっているのでしょう。 突然の多重事故で長時間かけて実家に向かった経験も、自分ならどう行動するだろうと考えさせられました。急な不幸に直面した時、物理的な障害さえも乗り越えて愛する人に会いに行く家族の絆は強いものです。 最後に、妹さんへの想いと「次は健康に生まれ変わってまた会えるように」という気持ちは、多くの人が亡くした家族に対して抱く希望と祈りなのだと感じます。この投稿が同じような経験をしている方々の心の支えになれば幸いです。ぜひ、ご家族や大切な人との時間を今以上に大切にして欲しいと思います。
