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This feeling is absolutely awful. Time teaches us how to live without them but the pain never goes away. The guilt that I feel when I am happy with my other girls is unbearable sometimes and I know she wouldn’t want me to be unhappy. To say I am okay is a lie. I am never going to be fully okay but I will learn to live. I will take it day by day. 8 years is a long time for some but my world crashed 8 years ago and it’s not fully put together again. Ava Alexandria you will always be the beautiful what if. Fly high my angel. #lossofalovedone #infantloss #whatif #Lemon8Diary #embracevulnerability









































































