Life Check-In
Life check in!
I want to start my social media journey, lately I’ve been stuck in this cycle of insecurity, self doubt and fear. I’ve lost what felt like my whole existence in the span of a month and I’m finally getting back into the feel of being myself again, this time without living with the fear of the negative what ifs.
💃🏾 in this time I’ve been learning line dancing! I’ve met some wonderful people and questionable ones as well but to be able to dance with such amazing people have giving me a new perspective on life along with a new found confidence! I’m blessed to be able to line dance 🥰
👢despite me leaving my job that funded me my first pair of cowgirl boots I’m blessed and happy to say I have them and use them when I go dancing, their so comfortable and cute with my jeans giving me confidence in my body shape! And I’ve learned that it’s not my body that’s the problem but some of the clothes.
💁🏾♀️and honestly why take everything so life threateningly serious? Don’t get me wrong take your life, mental health and everything else into account but I realized even though my current job has funded my lifestyle, it’s not funding my retirement, it’s at the cost of my mental health. Physical health and emotional health. And there’s no money in the world that could buy that. So despite me being absolutely scared about what can come, or what couldn’t, I just have to walk this path ten toes down and pray for the best.
#dearblackgirl #embracethestruggle #military #lifestyle #Diary



























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