my AI Portraits
since I currently make minimum wage, I'm not keen to upgrade any free service such as ChatGpt for more image generation. I'm encouraging slow growth, so if I only get 4 per day, I better be uber intentional + self-reliant. Meaning, I oughtta brainstorm + research on my own the art styles, perspectives/angles desired, and what exactly I'm unable to currently express on my own.
what overactive, over complicated, detailed & intricate ideas/feelings do I struggle putting onto paper? and how can I utilize my resources to grow instead of solely relying on something else to create my idea? thus decaying my ability to creatively express myself
it's a very delicate, overthought struggle. Bc ofc I have to make it difficulty layered. Meaning, I'm comparing myself to the illusion of what others put-out as content instead of being inspired & doing my own thing. my slow growth, is just growth... im 24, I'm not behind.... im figuring it out when my whole life I've felt stifled...
I'm in the delicate balance of not using my own brain to better myself & engaging my brain so chaotically that I can't recognize my efforts. so I've been feeling weird, which is normal ig
oh yeah, Sayareh Elowen is like... my internal Journaller? so when I participate in scribing, studying, or scrapbooking (to say the least), I'm embodying her essence? Breaking this down to its essence; when people are called to the woods or ocean, they're being called to reconnect to nature & themselves, same thing. when I'm called to journal about whatever, or even just draw, it's a nudge from Sayareh to keep expressing myself in any way I can Today. to simply be alive, for my sake, even if I'm twisting it so be "someone" else
it's a way to contextualize spirits' push for me to exist when im lacking the ability to recognize my right to breathe 💅
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The journey of an artist is often marked by self-discovery and resilience. In this exploration, I focus on my relationship with AI-generated portraits, which serve as both a tool and a challenge. As I engage with AI, I question the depth of my creativity and the authenticity of AI art. Creative processes can sometimes feel overwhelming, especially when comparing oneself to others in the digital space. This struggle is compounded by the vast array of artistic styles and ideas that seem to flood platforms like Lemon8. Yet, amidst this chaos, I found clarity in understanding that growth is fundamental. Slow, intentional progress is more meaningful than a rush toward perfection. At 24, with a full life ahead, I've learned to appreciate small victories and personal milestones. For me, being intentional about creating—even when inspiration wanes—helps solidify my artistic identity. Engaging in practices such as journaling, drawing, and even scrapbooking allows me to channel my moods and ideas into tangible forms. Each session is infused with the essence of my inner curator, Sayareh Elowen, guiding me to express myself authentically. Connecting with nature forms an essential part of this journey as well. The call of the woods or ocean is not just a return to the earth but a return to oneself, fostering clarity and creativity. As I embrace the spirit of exploration, I am reminded that each artistic endeavor, no matter how small, contributes to my growth as a creator. Through this lens of appreciation, I encourage fellow artists to find their unique voices, whether through AI or traditional means, allowing their artistic spirits to thrive.
