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What u regret most is something I keep doing I can’t commit to things I always back out I try to do what my heart and others around me want me to but something inside me won’t let me. I want to live up to everyone’s standards but something in me wants to just walk away and disappear and restart and change everything how I look how I view the world everything. My family isn’t bad and I have good friends but it dosent feel like enough I feel like I’m trying for people who don’t care I feel like I’m doing the most for people who won’t even do a little and it’s horrible I regret thinking this life is normal and I regret backing out if things I want to do out of self pity and shame