I don’t want to say that I know how you feel but when I was about four years old and just a little note, this is the only memory that I remember from that age my 13-year-old brother was dragging my dad to the bed and my mom was crying hiding it all my mom went on a business trip for a week and my dad said that he had to go to the store. He didn’t come back home… I waited over three hours for him so then I just called my grandma so we could go to her house… and yes, I said we I mean me and my little brother. my little brother is three years old… my uncle found my dad. long story short. We are the strong ones in this world that have survived. And we will make it.🙏❤️‍🩹