Wishing hard is really going to be wild.
#lemon8christmas #lemon8contest I know that this Christmas for me should be better, except for the baggage that I have. The last few Christmas was awful due to my estranged father has pushed me futher away and now he is loosing it. Reason why is that he really don't care what I am doing, like trying to take care of my mother, because he believes that I am being lazy, which it's not true at all. Furthermore is that he wanted me to clean house and go on a walk, because climbing the stairs is not a workout. 😒
I don't have much help, because I been trying to take care of my mother, despite she have some energy. I need to make sure her pills she have, her shot being taken, fed, and most of all, she needs to use the bathroom. My estranged father failed to provide that, because his excuse is that I don't clean. 😒
This year when he pulled the trigger to send me to a hotel room for SIX WHOLE MONTH with my mother, who got out of the hospital, and kept bullying me and my mother, forced her hand to moved. At first it was going to another city, but that was until my aunt called for the save to get out butts out of New Jersey to Florida. However, there are still baggage, because of my estranged father, my mother, my brother, my aunts, my uncles, the cousins, and most of all my cousin who is being raised by my aunt who need to be protected at all costs from her mother and father, who I still believe that they are criminals, to not deal with them at all.
So here are a few things that I want this Christmas:
1. To have a better 2026: That could happen. Also, I got Esports to try to enjoy as much. (You have no idea what I like)
2. To continue loosing weight for my health: Those shots that I need to continue are the reasons why I am loosing weight and keep my breathing from feeling awful.
3. To have my iPad screen fixed: It broked at the hotel in New Jersey and I need to have it fixed.
4. To have money to shop for clothing, lips, nails, jewelry, and yes, furniture.
5. To enjoy watching the sports win championships: Ya girl is a very much all Philadelphia sports teams, Eagles (NFL), Phillies (MLB), Flyers (NHL), 76ers (NBA), Union (MLS), and Wings (Lacrosse, which it's NLL), and only top of that, Esports, with Call of Duty League, OpTic Texas, Call of Duty League challengers OpTic Huntsmen, Vallorant, 100 Thieves, Clash of Clans & Brawl Stars Esports, Tribe Gaming and there might be more... if I focus on whatever FaZe Clan is up to without having controversies.
6. To travel and enjoy things: I do want to see what all the hubbub in Florida, especially in Orlando, which I see it looks like the hub for Asian food, like HMart, which it's mostly Korean food and of course to see the most funniest comedian, in my opinion, Canadian Katsura Sunshine (Before you freak, this is a stage name that he got due to his comedy training in Japan), who has mastered the art of Rakugo, a 400+ year of comedy storytelling told by one individual who had to learn it by a master and take a few years of training, and they tell everyone what they learn and also they have apprentices too.
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Yeah that's it. I said too much.
The holiday season often brings a mix of emotions, especially when family dynamics are complicated, as described in this narrative that touches on themes of caregiving, estrangement, and personal aspirations. Taking care of a loved one, particularly a parent with health needs, is both physically and emotionally demanding. Administering medications, managing health routines, and providing emotional support require patience and strength, all while navigating strained relationships. Dealing with an estranged family member who dismisses your efforts can understandably cause additional stress, yet maintaining focus on what you can control—like your health and personal goals—is vital. Continuing weight loss and managing treatments show a commitment to health, which is crucial during stressful times. The desire to fix personal belongings like an iPad and to have financial means for necessities and hobbies further highlights a drive to regain stability and self-care. Following sports and esports, especially rooting for Philadelphia teams and popular competitive games such as Call of Duty League and Valorant, reveals a passion that can offer joy and distraction amid challenges. Engagement with these communities can provide social connection and positive mental health benefits. Travel aspirations, particularly to culturally vibrant places like Orlando with its diverse Asian culinary scene at hubs like HMart, show a longing for new experiences and enjoyment. The mention of the Japanese comedic art Rakugo, through comedian Katsura Sunshine, suggests an appreciation for unique cultural traditions that bring laughter and storytelling—elements that uplift the spirit. The Christmas season's recognized themes of merriment and happiness, reinforced by the image text "It's Christmas Time (Be merry) OUTEACK (Happiness)," invite embracing moments of joy despite hardships. It's a reminder that even amidst family conflict and personal struggles, focusing on hope, self-care, and interests can bring light to difficult times. This reflection encourages readers to empathize with those facing similar familial baggage during the holidays and to find strength in small joys, supportive communities, and personal growth goals. Ultimately, wishing for a better 2026 is a universal sentiment of resilience, hope, and the desire for positive change in health, happiness, and relationships.