I'm Loretta I'm just a country girl from Virginia.

#gettoknowme I'm a country girl from Virginia. im a black sheep in a family of Gods Chosen.but God lives the black sheep as much as he does the white. I love everyone. I don't have to like your ways but we hav3 to love eachothers souls if we want to make it to heaven to be reunited with our loved ones. in the past 5 years ive lost 30 some of the people closest to me including both parents within a year.2 years ago. I love to sing and help people.I write songs and poems. Though I make my many mistakes daily I know GODS GOT A GRWAT CALLING FOR ME. ive been through a test the past few years I wouldn't wish on the devil I've escaped death many of times for a reason. I want to travel and sing with everyone everywhere.God shows me things in dreams and visions, coins and photos that most don't see. ive told or warned people of things before they happen. it's crazy I can tell someone something then the next time I go outside and take pictures of the sky, there it will be. ive had witnesses to having a flashlight come on by itself when in the dark then go off when I got into the light. it happened twice while going through a dark room.when they ask what kind of light I had. I replied. its just a cheap $1.25 flashlight from dollar tree. they opened it and it only had 1 dead battery in it.They were amazed at what they just saw. I laughed and told them that God didn't want to leave me in the dark.Throughout my lifetime I have been use to things like that. some of my family were and still are gifted with many of Gods great gifts Throughout my lifetime though ive failed God he has always keep his hand on me. uve escaped death many times. momma said I saw spirits at 2. and not afraid to touch fire. ive had to walk through the fire many times just me and God. As daddy told me before he passed. I had Gods best when it came to good God fearing Christian parents gifted by God in many ways.I helped take care of them until they passed. I miss them so bad. still. my life isn't the same. but daddy told me before he passed that God had a great job for me but I would be tested to see if I'd live everyone no matter their name or name above the door, rich or poor, where they lived or color of their skin. but when my test was through God would start painting the Heavens for me. to look for my signs there. that god would send people to me as Angels to help lead and guide me from day to day. and he did. I could sure use them back again. because in the past 2 years what God hasn't taken from me in death. ive hadbto be willing at some point to give up or walk away from everyone and everything in my lufe to prove to god and others that I'd be a RIDE OR DIE for god and for them. ive had the home robbed of everything I had there, then held at gunpoint and pitchfork to my chest n robbed. they stole my car and threatened to kill us. but thank God he allowed me to get it back days later it was found in the next state.My father gave it to me for taking care of him after momma passed that year.looking back he was preparing me for what was ahead of me I was going to face. I was really sick at the time myself. people and Dr's were amazed at the strength God gave me to take care of my dying daddy but it was a promise I made to my mother when she died. I'd take care of him and not put him in a nursing home, if it killed me. I ask daddy to pray for God to take me on with him i didn't want to be left in this cruel world alone. but he told me I couldn't go now that God had great plans for me and others. that he would send to me and those that would help me accomplish this calling. he told me to stand strong and keep my head high through it all. not to give in to Satan's traps that everything during the rest was for a purpose. everyone he sent in mysterious ways was meant to be. but when my test was through to go back not leave anyone behind. That together we could change the world. I laughed and said ..daddy I can barley change your diaper what do you mean.. he told me to not ask many questions, just walk by faith and trust in Love and don't stop singing.That God would build me a family from all over the world. I ask him what could a poor country girl like me do He said there's people out there that have money that can help you. that God would bless them back more than 200 fold. but to never give up singing. I told him that I didn't sing as good as others or others in my family. but he said it comes from the heart and that's what people need. in these last days.That even more than before when I use to travel locally singing in a gospel group for 7 years and saw many blessings and miracles. That to go sing with everyone everywhere, because everyone deserves God blessings and miracles, To just go sing everywhere and as I went.God would do the rest. he needs willing people to work through. because I'm nothing without God. I make enough mistakes for us all. but thank God he loves us all. my parents would ask me why I liked those Lil bad boys for? I'd tell them.they are a little complicated and do get me into a lul trouble, but somebodies got to live them, they somebodies babies lol they say guess your right.My parents loved everyone.and were good godly people.iI wish the entire world could have met them.if I could be 1% of the people they were I'd be blessed. people around me get amazed all the time at things that happen that you know has to be God. some have told me god sent me to them and call me their angel. ive been sent to people before they passed. even after 10 days n nights after being taken off life support. no one knowing how he was staying alive. no machines on him. Id taken care of him day and night and talked to him and sang. he lived to hear me sing.but I didn't want him to die alone. but I told family not to leave the room. I felt God would send his angels after him within the hour. exactly 45 minutes later as I was holding his hand and singing the song. SWING WIDE THOSE GATES IM COMING HOME, he took his last breath. I told the family member to get the nurse. she rushed in and took his vitals and I looked at her and said he took his last breath 2 minutes ago. There's nothing special about me it's all God. ive delivered dead babies, had a friends 3 year old pass away from cancer in our arms.he loved to hear me sing. she call me day or night and I'd go sing to him to get him to eat and drink so not to have to stay in the hospital. thinking back my great grandmother would have my aunt call me as a tee. to have me sing to her over the phone. they finally recorded her a tape to listen to all the time.My friend's mother would call me before she passed all the time asking me to sing certain songs to her over the phone.we tell her that all she had to do was tell the Google box who and what song she wanted to hear.She said it wasn't the same as to hear me sing to her.I told her it was all the pros.everyone she could hear. but she say it didn't touch her like I did. it came from the heart,it didn't have to be the prettiest. but you felt something from it. I've had so many things happen throughout my life now I can see so clearly why. as daddy and ministers all over have told me. Not that I done something to deserve it, but god allows some of his chosen ones to go through things so to be able to help others later. or to allow others to see the power that God still has even in a poor country girls life. My parents use to tell me I was a country girl with bling. lol .. I have friends to round up now that I've lost contact with. Satan has fought this every step of the way but I'm not giving up on anyone or on God he's showed me so much this past year. I'm down to the ashes, but like the phoenix with help from others I know God hasn't brought me this far to fail me now. I've written piens and songs added to songs and rewrite some. I've stayed to myself the oast few years going through things and allowing God to show me things he wants the world to know. I need people that are willing to help me now. not for me. but I'm excited to see what god has in store for us all. I told daddy if God was going to do all of this he have to give my new body early, lol. I list over 100lbs last year. not taken the cancer meds anymore. but God sent Strangers into my lufe as Angels they brought their own shade of color into my life when it was as a worn out canvas, barley an outline of Gods Masterpiece Portrait plan for me and others. God works in mysterious ways, daddy said not ask any questions just trust and believe in God big plan. but when the test was through to round up those he sent to me and together we could change the world. I don't care how he got them there.he just did and this plan is for us all. once they left I'm living in black and white again.No one can take their place to be Gods Masterpiece plan. but God could send others but it wouldn't be his masterpiece, it would just be his BIG PLAN for me. he brought us together as a family.God wants this army of people back in my life. I know it was all part of Gods plan for us all. God even sent me to King St when I cried out and sing the songs.IM A CHILD OFVTHE KING YES I AM AND I KNOW I AM. then the song KING JESUS I KNOW YOULL HEAR ME WHEN I PRAY, WELL IM DOW. HERE IN TROUBLE LORD. SEND YOUR ANGELS MY WAY...and he did. I call them Rescue Undercover Angels. That's those that God uses in mysterious ways to go help others. you don't even have to be a Christian for him to use you.Like the song ive written.UNDERCOVER ANGELS. Gods got his Angels out there everyday helping others. like Gods showed me.They say the wolf comes in sheep's clothing to devire you, we'll that 1% of the time God will dress that Lil sheep how needed to go Undercover to try help or save the wolves. because God loves the wolves to.That's the 1% of Gods chosen ones he uses to go out into the highways and hedges to help or compel them to come in. That's why he uses the white sheep and the black ones. alot of the times the white sheep would be afraid to go in some of the places God has allowed the black sheep to already go.God said it's going to take 100 that 99 won't do. that's the 1% he's talking about. Then that song 1 Lil lost lamb lord here i am. he left the 99 to go find that 1. well god needs people out here willing to be that 1% that he can use, not afraid to go out in the places needed to help others.That's because they have done had to walk through the fire here on earth. Hes allowed them to experience things others would never survive so to be able to help others. The the 1 % of Gods Chosen Royalty. his Rescue Undercover Angels. and yes sometimes as daddy said people will misjudge you, they won't all accept you, but look how they treated Jesus. ive always prayed to try see things through everyone's eyes. and to help me bare some of their pain when it seems to much for them. and he has. but daddy prayed for god to put blinders on me not to see the ugly in people and in the world but for me to see through rose colored glasses to try see the beauty in people and in the beautiful world Gods created. Now I've gotten my signs from the heavens that I've passed my test. now it's time for others also. This test wasn't just for m we but for each of them that promised to be my family.. Or for at least the ones that did care about me. I'm to tell this story through my rose colored glasses. I'm tired of Satan's games and lies now. we have our blood family and our God given family members. Then God can put people in your lufe to help you or help them. I made a promise to 2 of my best and closest friends that passed away within days of eachother during covid. they both would make me sing to them everyday. i promised to sing their funerals but couldn't. so I promised to sing as we spread their ashes. If it lkilled me. I. 5 years they keep making their way back to me. but do I have a life story to tell through testimony and song. its filled with being a double dipped black sheep in a living family of Gods chosen gifted i. many ways, but also full of liss, heartaches and abuse, but filled with blessings and miracles. Then the man I thought I would marry it's like the, Queen of hearts, Cinderella and snow white and the wiza4d of Oz, Peter pan and tinkerbelle.Though i love Betty boob.lol But instead of losing the glass slipper, the diamond shot out of my engagement ring like a cannon.lol it broke my heart but it's my sign. So now I've been looking for live in all the wrong places & in to many faces searching their eyes looking for traces of the ones I've been. dreaming of. Those God sent to me as Angels. I only knew by nicknames. everything has been stolen or destroyed. So it's like the song. ITS A HEARTACHE. Im tired of Satan's games and lies. but im not to leave anyone behind. I feel the one I am to be with was 1 of them. I'm tired of living in black and white. God showed me in a dream then in the sky. the 1 I thought I was to marry was my God given twin. and the other 1 my god given brother. even though their mom's called them Satan and Satan's son. I sang. Why me lord what did I ever do to deserve the meanest 2?. but if you say so lord. lol MY 2 best friends ashes i have in my bedroom are ones mother and the others wife. They both promised my parents to look after me once they were gone. but boy has it been a trip. God knew only I could put up with them. lol But now my colors are almost gone. my life and canviis I s like the song THE PAINTER. I have to live out so many songs. I consider them my faded yellow and green. like dead grass and straw. Spring is coming and I need all my other colors back God sent to me. So if you get this know I'm CRYING MY HEART OUT OVER YOU. No one else can replace your shade of color. Ive always considered my miracle daughters my rainbow and sunshine. I had to hold on to faith to get them and Gods promises. What good is it to pray if you don't have the faith for it to come true. That's where I've helped stand in the gap praying with others for mira les after having them. ive prayed with ladies that have tried over 10 years to have babies and couldn't. Then saw God them bless them with babies. but I had to deliver my 1st born grandson and sacrifice him back to God when stillborn. I consider him my moon. Then my 2 grandchildren are my double rainbows. my 2 god given brothers my thunder and lightening. but you cant survive without the rain. Those he sent to me as colors and raindrops. so I'm living without any rain. You have to have water to live... I know this was all part of Gods plan for me and others. Everyone please keep me in your prayers. I'll always be a RIDE OR die for G9d and those he sent to me as Angels.

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