Secretly posting w

i found my mother dead at home in april.

It's been a month.

Someday my parents will be gone

i've been prepared since i was a kid.

i wonder if the sense of loss is so great when you disappear

This is me in the middle of being made to think. 😂

There are a lot of things I want to tell you and things I want to do for you

I was frustrated that I couldn't do it even though there was still more

There are still many days when the balance of the mind is crazy 😭

Two days before he died, we had a fight at his best friend's store for eight years.

I went. I wonder if this also meant something.

It makes me think.

Because my best friend came during the wake.

And my best friend who has memories of my mother since elementary school.

but the memories of my best friend's mother

"When my aunt drank and got drunk, she put out her nipples! Lol"

Memories are too shit

Because the sadness of the wake has eased. Lol

I don't think I would have said that unless I was a close friend. Lol

It was the first nipple story at the wake. Lol

the wake and the funeral are both surprising to honma.

The people around me are working behind the scenes

It's not the plan we asked for.

The altar was getting gorgeous.

It was only two days of gratitude.

While my parents were alive, it wasn't a photo

It's definitely better to leave it in the video.

I don't have much.

But recently, in my answering machine

I shared my mother's voice with my siblings 😊

Sorry for the dark story.

I wrote it because no one is watching here. Lol

The picture is the day I got together with my classmates from another school at my best friend's shop.

When I was in middle school, we got into a fight and became friends.

It's been 26 years this year.

To the relationship that gives you incense in such a way of meeting

The moment we met that day

I had no idea. ☺️😂