Nathan happy birthday in heaven
My sweet Nathan,
Yesterday was your birthday 🎂🥳
And I stayed quiet… not because you weren’t on my mind, but because you were everything on my mind.
I didn’t say anything to anyone, because some pain is too sacred, too raw, too heavy for words spoken out loud. Losing you changed me in ways I’ll never fully explain. A piece of my heart left with you that day, and it still lives with you now—in heaven, in peace, in light.
I miss you more than words could ever touch. I miss your smile, your laugh, your presence, you. There are moments I’m strong, moments I get through the day, and then there are moments where the ache hits out of nowhere and takes my breath away. 😢 No matter how much time passes, the love never fades… and neither does the missing.
Yesterday hurt. Birthdays always do. They remind me of everything we had and everything I wish I still could give you. I hope somehow, some way, you felt my love wrapping around you. I hope heaven celebrated you the way you deserve.
As soon as the weather softens a little, I’ll be releasing birthday balloons for you 🎈—sending my love up to the sky, straight to where you are. Each balloon will carry a piece of my heart, a whispered “I love you,” and all the things I still wish I could say.
I love you, Nathan.
I miss you, Nathan. 💚
Not a day goes by that you aren’t with me—in my thoughts, in my prayers, in my soul.
Until we meet again, my beautiful boy…
Mommy loves you forever.
🤍 For everyone who has lost a loved one:
You’re not alone.
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